Ambrollins : A Love , A Passion

Chapter 39

Dean POV:

I make Seth to sit with me on the bar where Roman sat previously. He looks around nervously since I took him here so I place my hand on his. He looks at me and quickly pulls his hand away from me.

It makes me hurt so I take a long drink. I look up when he calls me and asks, "What do you want from me? Why are you not leaving me alone?"

I don't know how to respond this. I know, I only made this difficult in my life so I want to take care of this. I look at the worried face in front of me, "Baby, I want you in my life again and I-I love you."

"Anything else," He says, his voice suddenly getting louder. "Didn't your revenge fulfill? Is there any other revenge that you want to give to me?" He asks angrily. He steals a drink from me and drinks it in one gulp before slamming the glass on the counter.

I didn't look at him like this, not even I broke his engagement and took him away from his parents. I feel his gaze bored through me so I tilt my head to look at him in the eyes, "Baby, I-"

"Just shut up." He cuts me off. I can see the hurt in the brown eyes which is in front of me, mixed in with the typical anger that alcohol brings out of him. "Do you know how much I loved you?"

I look at him for a few seconds longer as he takes a sip from the drink before he continues saying, "I loved you with my soul and heart but you cheated me for that stupid slap I gave you that day. I believed you and I always dreamed that I would have a good family with you when I felt that I'm falling in love with you. But you crashed my dreams and my heart into million pieces like nothing, now you are telling me that you love me. Just say, how can I believe you?"

I take his hand with me, "Baby, I know, I made things very difficult between us but I want to regain everything if you allow me. Please.." I cup his cheeks and stroke my thumb over his bottom lip, "I know you will give me a second chance because you truly love me. I know you can't break my hope like I did."

"I don't know what to say." He murmurs, his lips parted just slightly as our eyes lock together. I lean forward and close the gap between us to press a kiss on his lips but he slips away from me. He stands up from the chair and starts to walk.

I sigh as I take a bottle of beer and walk behind him. As he turns a corner, I miss him out of my sight. I call him and search him everywhere but I can't find him.

I take my phone out and call him but he didn't pick up the phone. I see a familiar back with a familiar hair and a little lower a very familiar ass before I make my way out. I sigh and see Seth washing his face with some water in the corner.

When I place my hand on his shoulder, he turns around and pushes me away, "Ju-Just stay.. away from me." He slurs and tries to walk steadily but he couldn't.

I grab his arm which makes him to lean against me, "You know what, I was scared because when I called you, you didn't pick up my call."

"I know.. you called me.. so only I didn't.. pick up the call." He pulls his arm away from me. When he is about to move, he falls on me.

"I'll take care of you, baby boy." I say and we stare into each other's eyes. He pushes me away, "I don't want guys like you to take care of me."

I want to talk with him all out of my heart and soul. Before I talk with him, I hear some noises from the surroundings so I decide to talk with him in somewhere else. I grab his hand and take him to my car, and make him to sit on the passenger seat.

I slip into the driver seat and look at Seth who is mumbling something under his breath as he leans his head against the window. Before I start the car, I grab his hand and rub his knuckles. Then I notice the ring which I put on his finger on that day under the sea, is not there in his finger.

I gently pull his face and make him to look at me, "Baby, where is your ring?" When I ask that, he looks at me confused and then looks away. But I force him to look at me, "I know you hate me for what I did to you but I didn't think you would throw that ring like I threw you out of my life."

"Yeah.. I-I threw that ring.. on that day you left me.." When he says that, I feel my heart sink so I pull my hand away from him. I look at his eyes when he grabs my hand and says, "..But it doesn't mean I hate you. I thought that ring was not for me. I have to kill myself if I want to hate you.."

I smile myself as I know how much he loves me even after I left him. I look at those beautiful brown eyes and kiss him on the lips passionately. I smile when he moans into the kiss. I always like the little noises that are coming out of his pretty mouth because of me.

I lick my lips after I pull away from him to start the car from this place. While I am driving, he is singing along with the radio. Singing is not one of his strong suits but he doesn't sound that bad. I glance at him every once because it's hard not to see him how beautiful he is.

After few minutes of driving, I finally reach my house and stop the car into the empty space. I step outside and open the passenger side door for him to step out but he refuses to come out and says, "I'm tired.. I can't walk!"

I puff, "Baby, the house is right in front of you so come out."

He shakes his head, "Nah.. Carry me!"

I smile and take him in a bridal style to my house while holding his thighs tightly. He gently wraps his arms around my neck and leans his head against my chest as I carry him to my bedroom.

When I gently put him on the bed, he pulls me along with him which makes me to fall on top of him. He wraps his arms around my neck and pulls me into a kiss. I start to get hard and I know he doesn't know what he is doing because he is drunk but I couldn't control myself.

I deepen the kiss and bite his bottom lip which makes him to moan against my lips. I pull away from him to take my shirt off, I tug and pull his shirt off before reconnecting our lips.