Heart Open (Kendall and Y/N)

33. I give up

KENDALL'S POV

"KENDALL! KENDALL! KENDALL!" Oh my god no.. I tried to cover my face because of embarrassment.

"I hope you still remember what i told you when we were on hollywood hills that night.."

"No matter what happens Ken, always remember that I love you and only you."

Yes, i remember everything that you said that night Y/n and it fucking hurts.

She started to sing, and her eyes locked with mine. I couldn't help but feel the butterflies in my stomach as if it were the first time we met.

I remember sipping gin on a rainy day
You fell into my arms and the bitter
On your lips left a sweet taste
If I ever tasted love
It had to be when 'we' were 'us'
The truth and the way we touch
Should have been enough, oh

She looked tired, drained even. She was slurring her words a little bit.

I wanna kiss and tell you
All the things I felt when
You were mine
Can't keep it to myself
The way your body
Melted into mine
If I could be honest,
Tell you the truth
I'd say with my lips
What my words couldn't do
If I could just kiss and tell you, oh-oh
If I could just kiss and tell you, oh-oh

She attempted to make her way to the front of the stage where she was welcomed with her screaming fans.

I remember wearing nothing but your
White silk sheets on Saturdays
Oh, if I could step across
Time and feel that way
If I ever tasted love
It had to be when 'we' were 'us'
The truth and the way we
Touch should have been enough, oh

I wanna kiss and tell you
All the things I felt when you were mine
Can't keep it to myself
The way your body melted into mine
If I could be honest, tell you the truth
I'd say with my lips what my words couldn't do
If I could just kiss and tell you

She wasn't looking at me yet i knew that the song was directed at me. I was looking at her though. It seemed like everyone else faded.

If I could tell you that I'm sorry
Tell you that I love you one last time
If I could tell you that I miss you
Tell you that you've never left my mind
If I could tell you that I'm sorry
Tell you that I love you one last time (one last time)
Just tell you that I miss you
Tell you that you never left my mind
If I could just kiss and tell you, oh-oh
If I could just kiss and tell you, oh-oh

"I love you KJ." She smiled a little and turned her head to me. I was shock when someone kissed my cheek. It was Rakim, i looked at Y/N she was taken aback at what she saw.

"Why did you do that?" I asked him.

"Nothing, that girl cheated on you. It doesn't matter if she saw us or not."---"Besides, i like you Kendall." Unbelievable.

"Rakim, i just got out of the relationship. It's better if we stayed as friends." I told him.

"Alright. Your loss babe." He said to me.

"No it's not." I rolled my eyes at him. I know that he's already drunk but he doesn't have the right to be rude.

Zayn came out at the stage, as he sang his last song. He thanked his crew for helping him to pull an amazing show and he thanked his fans for coming. "How about we call Y/N again?!"