This is connected to that one imagine I have here. Entitled "Sorry"
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"That's so ridiculous for you to say!"
"Oh really? Coming from you who spends more time with Chen than your boyfriend!"
"How many times do I have to tell you that I am not cheating on you with Chen?! And besides, we're up to some collaboration unlike you who just wanted to spark some rumors of us breaking up because of going out with her again!"
"I wanted to spark some rumors of us breaking up? How about we break up for real?"
I was taken aback by his words.
"Baek-"
But before I could even finish what I was trying to say, he walked out of the living room and entered our shared room. Shutting the door with so much force that I though I heard one of our framed pictures hanging on the wall fell.
I hugged myself and cried. He thinks I'm cheating on him with Chen because he saw us coming out of his room together earlier.
Chen actually needed some help for his new video for his youtube channel. He was planning to sing his side track "Portrait of You" from his first ever album and post it on his channel. The help I contributed for his video is playing the piano while Chen sings. That explains why we were both on the same room and coming out together after the recording.
Chen and I have also been planning this one collaboration for a long time. So for the past few weeks, we were spending time together. Talking about our collaboration and meeting some producers and song writers for the project. We even started practicing the song earlier. It was a smooth practice until Chanyeol told me that my boyfriend's meeting another girl as a way of saying he's jealous that I couldn't spend more time with him.
All the time, I thought Baekhyun was fine with my collaboration with Chen as his reaction when I told him about it was fine and he said that I'll have his full support. Also, because he never whined nor talk about how I spend my whole day with Chen when we get back home after our activities. But I could notice that he was distancing himself from me sometimes or he would give me a cold treatment in which I didn't seem to mind at first because I'm busy with Chen.
Maybe that's how he thinks I'm cheating.
But his way of saying he's mad at me is way too far.
He decided to go out with his ex for the past few days while I'm in some meetings with Chen. He even made it obvious he's going out with her by strolling around without wearing a mask and hat that could serve as disguise. Clearly, he wants me to see him enjoying a company while I'm not around.
I was spending time with Chen for a project and he was spending time with her to get back on me.
I curled up on the couch and continued crying. Baekhyun maybe childish, but I never wanted to lose him. I love him so much. If we're going to break up, who's gonna cuddle and massage his scalp to sleep? Who's going to take care of him when he's sick if the members aren't around for their invidual activities? I can't imagine waking up in the morning without seeing his innocent face, and sleeping to his perverted hands on my butt every night.
Partly, this was all my fault. Because after spending my whole day with Chen. I wouldn't cuddle him at night due to extreme tiredness, sometimes I could forget that he's actually laying beside me. One cuddle time with him will at least lessen his thoughts of me cheating. Why am I so dumb?
But still, he could've just told me he's mad at me and I'm going to fix everything. Instead he decided to go around and act childish.
Now I don't know what to do. Should I apologize or let him realize his mistakes and apologize to me?
