"Loves, you both are so cute." I said, holding my phone while it records the adorable moment of my twins feeding each other. Nahyun and Sehyun are both adorably dirty from their foods that had scattered all over their faces. "Come on, loves. Let's clean up."
It was hard taking care of baby twins alone. Obviously, they both needed attention but I only have one body so it's extra exhausting. But every time I think of Sehyun and Nahyun, it gives me the energy to remain strong for them both and continue living, giving them the love they deserve for existing and being adorable.
After their bath, I tucked them in their beds before I laid down on my own. Before sleeping, I reviewed the videos I took from earlier, edited it for a bit before I pressed the instagram app and uploaded the new video. As expected, not even a minute and the newly uploaded video already gained hundreds of likes and comments.
I started uploading my babies' daily doings in instagram for fun and to keep those memories alive. Unexpectedly, Se and Na gained so much attention for being effortlessly adorable in everything they do. Every baby could be adorable without an effort but why did my babies gained so much love and attention from random people so unexpectedly? Why do their videos gone viral every time?
Because they look like their father, Baekhyun.
Baekhyun was my boyfriend. He had a dream, and that was being an idol. He got casted to join SM entertainment and hesitated at first before he accepted and started training. We were dating that time and we had to keep it a secret. Baekhyun assured me that we'll never get caught and that I'll be there at the day he's going to perform on stage for his debut.
We were just like those young couples who likes to discover things. That includes sex. Let's say, Baekhyun may have been enjoying his title as the genius idol which is true but he was dumb on that part we had sex without using protection.
The day I found out I was pregnant was the day Baekhyun got to confirm his debut day with the group EXO. He was ecstatic and couldn't stop talking about it while we're walking in the park. I don't want to ruin his dream, he had told me how much he wanted to be an idol and talk about it almost everyday. So instead of confessing that I have his baby, I ended up saying I'm breaking up with him.
It was hard, especially that I'm far away from my family. At first, my parents were so mad at Baekhyun but I told them it was my decision to end things with him and keep the babies to myself. They wanted me to go home to them but my babies made me feel sick if I'm somewhere far from where Baekhyun is, so I stayed in Korea. Good thing I have my friends with me so my pregnancy wasn't stressing and Se and Na were born healthy.
A friend of mine, invited us to her wedding and listed Nahyun as the flower girl and Sehyun as the ring bearer. This friend was one those who helped me while I was pregnant so I exerted extra effort of attending her wedding despite my busy schedule as a single mom of two.
The twins sure had a enjoyable time gaining so much attention as they walked down the aisle with tons of people taking pictures of them or recording videos. I was fine with it as long as I'm not in those photos or videos. Even without the presence of their father who's popular, they had everyone wrapped around their tiny hands. I guess it runs in the blood for being adorable.
I can't let myself be seen and people knowing I'm the twins' mother so I have never uploaded a single photo of myself. With the twins going viral everytime I upload a video of them. I'm sure Baekhyun had seen at least a photo as he kept being compared to my- our babies. His fans even used the twins' photos for their written fictions about him.
After the wedding, I took the kids for a quick stroll around the city. I had to burn the calories I gained after eating so much food at the wedding, also I needed some time that I could move so much since for the past months the only thing I do is work and take care of Sehyun and Nahyun.
