When I found out that I was expecting our first child. I was scared and anxious, all because of that nightmare I had years ago. I was still in first year college and I haven't seen Baekhyun in person when I dreamed about it.
I played a video on a television. But when the video started playing, I turned around to avoid seeing it and cried.
I did that twice and for the second time I played the video only to turn around and cry, Baekhyun was there, and he was staring at me with a serious look on his face. He must have hated me now.
"Are you still not over it?" a friend asked me as she placed a hand on my shoulder. My sobs intesified and then I shook my head aggressively.
"She was our first child. Our first attempt, first try."
That dream, or rather a nightmare of our daughter dying. I still couldn't forget about it, even though it's just a dream. What if it will come true?
I was sitting on the chair placed right in front of the window as I admired the morning view from outside, then I heard footsteps coming.
"Hey, baby."
I cracked a smile when I heard Baekhyun's voice. Then I felt his arms slowly wrapping around my body and his face on the crook of my neck.
"Who was that?" I asked him.
"Oh, our neighbor. She checked up on us after hearing my scream." he giggled and then his hand went down to caress my tummy. "She thought we were murdered because my scream was horrible." we both laughed at his statement.
I told Baekhyun he's going to be a father earlier this morning and he screamed upon knowing so. I must admit it sounded horrible as if he was murdered.
"I still can't believe I put a baby in you." I chuckled as his words as I guided his hand on my belly to feel the little bump.
"Well, you must believe now. Because several months after you'll be able to hold him, or probably her."
"Let's not talk about gender for now. I want him or her to look like me. I'm afraid this rare handsome look of mine will be extinct."
I rolled my eyes at him. Since when did he become so cocky about his looks? I once called him cute and he didn't want that. He just wanted to be the most handsome in my eyes, though he really is, but he's somewhere between cute and handsome so I don't know.
Baekhyun was a little bit pain in the ass while our little one was growing. Of course he knows his limitations and will make sure I don't get stressed because of him. At the end of the little bit stressing day, I get showered by his kisses and be in his arms all night, which was the only thing I wanted from him.
Months passed, and only few months left until we could meet our baby girl. I started to feel her kicks and it's hurting me when Baekhyun's not around. EXO just had another comeback which means Baekhyun will have less time with us, leaving me to suffer with pain as our little daddy's girl doesn't want his father away from her.
"Hey..." I jolted up from the couch when I heard the front door opened and Baekhyun entered, looking really tired and sleepy. "I told you to not wait for me anymore."
"I can't sleep." I walked up to him to give him a kiss and assisted him to walk all the way to the couch and helped him to sit down. He looked like the moment he'll blink his eyes he'll instantly fall asleep.
"Is our little girl being hard again?" he pulled me closer and leaned his head on my tummy. I sighed in relief when his hand caress it and the little one inside loving it by moving a little gentle.
