Chapter 15

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At the breakfast table....
I sit down at the table where everyone else was I put my plate on the table and Connor just stares at me in shock.
"What?" I snap
"Woah ok and that's a lot bacon and sausages" Connor laughs
"Yh I know I picked them myself" I reply rolling my eyes while sitting next to Shawn.
"You ok?" Shawn whispers laying his hand on my thigh
"Yh I'm fine...I'm just hangry" I smile starting to chuckle as he moves his hand up and down my thigh repeatedly. I stare into his eyes while I blush immensely I don't why I'm actually blushing like he's never touched me before.

My own emotions are confused (fuck you period symptoms)

I rest my forehead on his while we stare into each other's eyes.
"What are we doing?" Shawn whispers
"I don't know" I chuckle while placing my hand on Shawn's thigh and it starts to move up higher slowly towards his crotch. Shawn gasps quietly and then grabs my hand and lifting it above the table.

"What do you think you're doing young lady?" He asks
"What do you think?" I laugh and Shawn makes a weird face making me laugh uncontrollably.
"You guys ok?" Teddy asks
"Yh I just noticed you guys were there when Shawn spoke out loud" Andrew says
"Wow" Shawn replies with a blank face. I keep smiling as my eyes travel around the table until they meet with Connor's blue ones. He smirks slightly and then shakes his head.
"What Connor?" I ask
"You guys are weird doing at the table" He says
"We're a couple....ok we can do what we want" I state
"What did I do?" Connor whispers
"First get away from me and what the fuck do you mean by "what did I do?" " I question
"Ok calling you pretty isn't a crime" Connor answers
"Yh I know but the way you looked at me when you said that was like....." I sigh
"Hot?" He asks smirking
"No!" I exclaim
"Hey is everything ok guys?" Shawn asks turning to me
"No...Connor's pissing me off" I say
"Come on man....I can't have you pissing off my girlfriend" Shawn says
"I didn't do anything.....I just said she looked pretty" Connor says which shocks me
"Well maybe she doesn't want compliments from you....I-I don't know and that's a bit forward dude" Shawn says
"I'm gonna go lie down" I sigh starting to get up from my chair after demolishing my food
"Oof baby you've kinda...ummm" Shawn whispers
"What?" I retort looking flustered
"Leaked" He says as I look at the back of my skirt to see a medium sized patch. I sit down and then put my head in my hands as I begin to sob.
"Oh my god is Y/N ok?" Teddy asks being shocked
"Yh I'm fine we're just gonna go back to the room" I sniffle with my head still in my hands
"Ok bye guys....I'll see you later" Shawn says helping me get up
"I'll walk behind you till we get out of the buffet" Shawn says
"But the room is so far away" I panic
"It's fine just walk" He replies nudging me forwards slightly. My eyes scan around the buffet area to make sure no one is looking down there.

Once we leave the buffet area....
"Take my tank top" Shawn says taking it off quickly leaving him shirtless.
"Ok thanks" I answer taking and running into the bathroom for some reason. I wash my face to get rid of the dried up tears.

See...I knew it was good I didn't put mascara on

Thank God the tank top covers my ass. I rush out of the bathroom and find Shawn on his phone waiting.
"Ok let's go" I say as we walk to the room
"Baby this has been the worst day ever...." I sigh
"Awwww It hasn't even been a full day yet" He replies holding my hand as we turn a corner leading us to the hallway.
"How am I gonna get this stain off this white skirt?There's no fucking washing machine!"I exclaim
"Don't worry I'll hand wash it with our other clothes" Shawn smiles getting the key card out
"No no that's too gross for you...I'll do it" I panic
"It's fine don't worry it's a natural thing...it's just a patch of blood...relax" He chuckles opening the door. I rush to my draw and get out a tampon because I don't feel like wearing a pad today. Then I rush to the bathroom.

"Hey take your skirt and underwear off...I'll grab you another pair and some shorts" Shawn says walking in while I put my tampon in
"No Shawn seriously I'll let you wash my skirt but not my underwear it's too gross" I say worrying
"Relax..if we're gonna be husband and wife one day I'll need to get use to what naturally happens to a woman anyways...no big deal gurl" He chuckles taking my skirt and he picks up my panties from the floor which had a fresh patch in the centre.

Fuck I don't deserve him.....








































Wait did he say husband and wife?





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