"A tourrrr?!!!" I yell and he nods "Oh my Goddddd!" I exclaim hugging him "This is gonna be so cool" I grin "Yh honey our first ever tour" He smiles kissing my cheek
Wow a tour already?!! It almost feels like Shawn signed a record deal yesterday
"Sooo where's our first stop?" I ask jumping up and down "Amsterdam" He chuckles "Oooo Europeeeeee!" I exclaim and I run to the bedroom "Where are you going?" He asks "To packkk!!!" I yell "It starts next March and it's currently May" He says all of sudden I frown and my eyes become glossy "Aww honey what's wrong? " He questions squeezing me tightly "I don't know I thought it was gonna start next week" I say as a tear forms in my eye
I'm such a dumb bitch
"Aw Y/N that's not how it works people need to buy tickets first and not all countries and continents have been added" Shawn chuckles slightly "Sorry I'm really dumb" I giggle wiping a tear off my cheek "No you're just excited and really cute" He smiles "Brooo stop being so niceee" I whine "So you want me to be rude eh?" He answers "No" I reply and he looks at me confused "Don't ask, I'm confused by what I just said too" I giggle sitting down on the couch.
While watching some random tv show with Shawn. I pull out my phone and scroll endlessly on instagram until I notice that I'm tagged in 3,000 posts about the tour and random pictures by stan accounts.
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495 likes MendesMuffinxx: @x.Y/N we know this song is about you cmon now 👀👀
Pineappleshawnie: nahhh but they're together so how does that make sense ShawnMondes: guys it could easily just be about how their relationship started lilyxx: Nooo I think Fallin All in You is about her nonamehoe: guys the whole FUCKING ALBUM IS ABOUT HER MendesMuffinxx: @nonamehoe that's veryyy possible but we'll never really know Mendussy69: wellll idk...I thought he was talking about a past girl cuz she doesn't sound that rude to treat him like that starry Mendes: she's pretty I guess but I would've paired him with Julia Michaels
Should I like the post? Hm idk
Fuck it
I like the post and don't bother to look through the rest of the stuff I've been tagged in because I'm not trying to read some hateful comments here and there.
And that's on low self esteem
Oh yh forgot to say ever since Shawn kind of mentioned we were a thing by posting stuff, him liking my posts and commenting love hearts or stupid shit I managed to gain followers.
Like a lot compared to my 500 followers in school to the 7.5 k I somehow got in the time I was helping Shawn with the album production and now the 24 k I have now in a year from then. It's kind of scary as-well because now I'm verified so I feel like all eyes are on me but then again Shawn has like 2 mill. I didn't want to be verified but Andrew insisted I should be so I did. As a result of that, I had to change my old username xMissDonutx as it wasn't professional.
Pffftt yh right....my name was professional I-I guess....
Also I made sureeee that my snapchat was private and no one knew my snap because fuck that, however Shawn now has of those star things next to his name but he hardly posts on there.
Despite him accidentally posting a few seconds of "Where Were You In The Morning?" and fans managed to screen record it before he could delete it.
Bro this fandom's power is unreal
"Honey you ok?" He says looking at me and I look up from my phone "Have you seen the fans trying to decide which song is about me?" I ask and he smiles "Well yh it's kinda cool because they try and create these meanings that I didn't even think about" He smiles
To think I've already spent roughly two years,from age 18 meeting him to me fucking being 20 now, with Shawn just makes me excited and hopeful for the years to come
(A/N: They met in like autumn/winter of when Y/N was 18 and now it's a year and a few weeks later from her 19th bday mentioned in chapter 46 just wanted to say that to clear any confusion lol)
To be honest I think the fandom is ok with me as they've seemed to warm up to my presence but of course not everyone will like me but that's ok. What I think they need to understand that is if Shawn and I are happy then they should be cool with it. At least I don't negatively influence him or use him for clout.
A/N If some parts don't make sense it's because I'm writing this at 1:30 am as I'm determined to be consistent with updates Stay safe 💛💛 -Pineapple
