Chapter 36

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Once Shawn leaves I run to the bathroom and lock the door. I place my hands on the counter where the sink is and I stare into the mirror.

He really doesn't care about me...does he?? I don't care if he punched Connor to protect me! Getting rid of Connor doesn't make him the hero.....it doesn't make him my Prince Charming who has come to save me from my troubles.

He fucking hurt me! And he thinks he can pretend that didn't happen.

"Fuck him!" I exclaim into the mirror
" You don't need him Y/N! I knew he was too perfect....of course he's fucking selfish and violent" I say pointing at my reflection

Fucking hell I'm going insaneeeee

" Ok,ok Y/N breathe....I can't stay here anymore" I sigh and I unlock the bathroom door and rush into the bedroom. I get my laptop from my drawer, login and search up what I need to search up.

Shawn's POV

I need to get rid of this life wrecker and then everything will be back to normal.

I walk up to Andrew's room and knock on the door.
"Oh hey Shawn" He says pulling me inside and closing the door behind me.
"Hey Andrew I-" I try to say
"Shawn you don't look too good...like there's a massive vein popping out of the side of your forehead.
"Well it's Connor's fault" I sigh
"What did he do now?" He chuckles slightly
"No you don't understand Andrew" I state going over to sit on the couch.
"Clearly I don't" he replies crossing his arms
"Connor's been messing with Y/N" I say clenching my jaw
"How do you know?" He asks
" I just know ok! He sent these weird messages to her last night and he admitted he liked her" I say running my hands through my hair
"And what do you want me to do about that?" He asks
"I don't know I just thought" I murmur
"You wanted me to fire him didn't you?" He questions and I make eye contact with him
"Hey listen" He sighs sitting next to me
"I know a guy having an interest in your girlfriend is hard to deal with but if he hasn't touched her without her consent or done anything illegal to you or her...then I can't get rid of him man" He continues

My heart rate increases and my breathing becomes irregular.
"Shawn are you ok?" He asks
" I don't want him here" I state
"I really don't"...." I say pausing after
" I just don't want Y/N to leave me for anyone else" I sigh as a tear drop rolls down my cheek but I quickly wipe it away before Andrew could notice.
" listen just give her some space to breathe and don't talk to Connor" he says
"We're leaving in two days so don't stress" He states placing his hand on my back.
"Thanks Andrew and sorry for the inconvenience" I sigh getting up and leaving the room. I walk back to our room door and pause before I open the door with the keycard.

Why does she need space...I need to be there for her

"Umm hey Y/N. You there?" I say in a soft tone

She's probably in the bedroom

A/N
Joe Goldberg who?

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