𝑪𝒐𝒍𝒃𝒚 𝑩𝒓𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒔𝒎𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒍𝒖𝒇𝒇

♤"Why?!"♤

I'm on my way to my boyfriend's Colby's cause he said he want to talk .

T.s. Colby's house

"Hey colb's" i say walking in
He had been in his phone then when he saw me he sighed
"I'm just gonna get right to the point-" my eyebrows we now furrowed "I feel like we've grown apart and were no longer friends"

"Are you breaking up with me?" Colby sighed and nodded

I smiled slightly and left without a word very quickly. I heard Colby calling me then a door shut so he obviously went back inside

I got in my car and put buzz cut season on by lorde

So now we live beside the pool where everything is good we ride the bus with our knees pulled in-

People should see how you live in. *We ride the bus with our knees pulled in* Shut my eyes to the song that plays

Sometimes this has a hot sweet taste*shut my eyes to the song that plays* the men up on the news they try to tell us all that we will loose but it's so easy in this blue where everything is good

And I'll never go home again

I hit my hand on my wheel and cried

(Italic under line = thoughts)

God why am I such a fuck up,I make everyone and thing in my life leave. I don't know how to live right so I should just leave here.

Colbys pov
I was on call with Bri and she asked if I wanted to go to the beach

I laughed at the caption Bri put on her post then Bri said she has to go inside real quick so I decided to scroll through my Instagram then I saw Yn's post. did I hurt her that bad? I have to find yn

Yn's pov

i decided i should head out to the airport. I cried in the place thinking about everything that happened between me and Colby. I don't know what I did wrong. Honestly. Its been like 2 days without him and I already miss him and apparently he already has someone better than me , god, is it that easy to replace someone? I looked at my hand with slow tears rolling down my cheek. I see the promise ring we bought each other for our 3 months.

I lightly smiled as I remembered the moment we put the rings on each other then still smiling, I pulled it off my ring finger then looked at what it said on it

"Forever"

maybe I just wasn't meant to find love, maybe I am just supposed to die alone . my flight was now being called and I got in line for boarding. I was next in line so I looked around hoping for Colby to maybe show up and us to have a have a happy ending but no one was there no real friends even said goodbye and they all act like they care? I gave the lady my ticket and got in. I took first class so my time could be more relaxing.

when I sat down and we started to go I started talking to myself in my head

"I climbed out of my head and watched myself emplode a thought without a body aughta be the shot to take a load off my brain is poison and I'm searching for the antidote but every time I find it my defenses scream Oh no you don't. wow but I'm fine , no really I'm fine its just a matter of time I loose my self from time to time. I'm not crazy but I feel crazy all a sudden"

I guess now's the time I have to press the start over button

bye everyone.

- Yn

hi sorry if this was bad especially that one part its from 'Gabbie Hannah roast yourself' but ya bye falica ✌🏻🤡