His Story To Tell (R-18)

HSTT - 27

Nagising ako sa at narealize ko na nasa kwarto ko na ako. I immediately saw Kuya Ryoga sitting on the couch habang naka tulala ito. Hindi niya pa yata napapansin na gising na ako. Mukhang malalim ang iniisip niya. I wonder what is it?

"Kuya." Tawag ko sakaniya and he looked at me.

He stoop up from the couch and sat on my bed. Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at bakas na bakas ang pag aalala sa kaniyang mga mata.

"Are you okay baby? Damn. You got me scared."

"I'm sorry. I think I was too nervous kaya nanikip ang dibdib ko."

I am not allowed to feel too much pressure and nervousness. I always end up passing out.

"Gagong Luke na 'yon."

"I am sure he knows something. This is the second time he confronted me. This time kasama ka na tapos sa harap pa ni Kuya Raine. Akala ko okay na e pero nagda doubt pa rin pala siya."

"This is Luther's fault. Nag sumbong sa kuya niya dahil nakita ka raw niyang lumabas noong madaling araw nong nasa beach tayo. Noong pina gising kita kay Ritsumi."

What? E tulog siya non noong lumabas ako ah? Was he just pretending that time?!

"He was asleep when I went outside."

"He wasn't. I asked Ritsumi. Ritsumi said he was sleeping noong lumabas ka but after one minute he woke up. Nag panggap lamang siya."

"A-anong gagawin natin ngayon? Natatakot ako. Baka mag away away kayo nang dahil sa akin. They might hate you and I don't want that too happen."

They've been friends for how many years. Kuya Ryoga and Kuya Luke are childhood friends tapos si Kuya Raine naman ay ganon din. Masyado nang matagal ang pinag samahan nila para lang masira dahil sa akin.

"Don't worry about it. I got this. I already explained to Luke. We talked."

"What did you say to him?"

"Na totoong lumabas ka nang gabing 'yon at tabi tayong natulog."

"What?! Bakit mo sinabi 'yun?"

"I told him that I needed you that night. I was mad because of those three assholes and I might have nightmare again. Sinabi ko na kapag ikaw ang kasama kong matulog ay nawawala ang bangungot na meron ako."

"Did he believe?" 

"Well, I hope so. I know he will still observe us. Inggit siguro ang gagong 'yon dahil siya walang progress sa babaeng gusto niya."

Hindi na lamang ako sumagot. Ramdam ko pa rin ang takot dito sa dibdib ko. Imagine hinimatay pa ako dahil doon. That talked was so intensed!

"Baby, you okay?"

"I'm just scared."

"Huwag ka ngang matakot. Ba't ka ba natatakot? Kasama mo naman ako rito."

"Paano kapag nabuking tayo?"

"Edi mag tatanan tayo. Pabayaan natin sila." He laughed at sinapak ko ang mukha niya. Kitang seryoso ang usapan tapos kalokohan nanaman ang iuuna niya.

"Seryoso kasi. Ayokong masira ang friendship niyo."

"Kung masisira man ang pagkakaibigan namin ng Kuya mo, it will be worth it."

"Worth it?! Baliw ka ba?"

"If I lose our friendship atleast I have you."

"Huwag mong isa alang alang ang pag kakaibigan niyo dahil sa akin."