His Story To Tell (R-18)

HSTT - 59

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I don't know how many days has been passed  since I was stuck here in this place with him. Sa araw araw bago ako matulog, pinapanalangin ko na sana huwag na lang ako magising. Sana mamatay nalang ako sa pagod na nararamdaman ko at sa sakit na pinaparanas niya sa akin araw araw at gabu.

Diring diri na ako sa sarili ko. Araw araw niya akong binababoy na parang hindi tao. He did many terrible things to me which I didn't imagine he could do. He even drugged me!

Nang bumalik ako sa wisyo at mawala ang epekto ng droga sa akin ay doon ko naramdaman lahat ng sakit. Sakit na nagmula sa mga sugat, sa mga pasa. Wala siyang kasing sama. He is a totally psycho!

I feel so desperate. All I want to do now is to go home and to see my brother who's waiting for me. I just want this man to die! Lumabas ako ng CR at naabutan ko siyang naka upo sa kama. He just fucking woke up.

"Just got out from the shower?" He asked and I felt nervous again. "Come here."

"A-ayoko." I said.

"Reginy, sabi ko pumunta ka rito."

"Pwede ba?! Hindi ka pa ba nagsasawa?!"

Bumuhos ulit ang mga luha sa mga mata ko. He always does it anytime that he wants. I'm always tired and I even lose weight! Ni halos hindi niya na ako pagpahinganghin sa gabi. Ginagawa ko naman lahat ng gusto niya because he told me that he would kill my brother, if I don't agree to him.

Alam kong kaya niyang gawin 'yon. He even did this to me, so what more killing ofmy brother? It will be easy for him.

I don't understand how he became like this. He's a great man. He used to be one of the best men I'm looking up to. Isa siya sa mga taong hinahangaan ko, but it turned out that he can be the man I didn't expect he could turn out to.

Totoo nga na kahit gaano mo pa kakilala ang isang tao, pwede pa rin siyang magbago. That people are just hiding their true selves behind a mask. They can act like they are a nice person to blind us in their eveil deeds.

Sinuklay niya ang buhok niya gamit ang isa niyang kamay. He bit his lower lip while staring at me.

"It's your fault. Hindi ka nakakasawa. Now, come here.

Lumuhod ako sa harapan niya at napayuko ako. I'm wearing a dress and that exposed my bruises on my legs which he made. Ang dami ko ng pasa sa katawan ko. It can be a kissmark na naging pasa or pasa talaga because of his touches.

"T-tama na, please. I'm so tired." I said while crying.

"Come here." He said again and I know what will happen next if I come to him.

"Kuya Ryoga, please."

I looked up now still begging na pagbigyan niya ako. I'm still sore! Kinuha niya ang cellphone niya sa bulsa niya and it looks like he's going to call someone. Napalunok ako nang marinig ko ang boses ng lalaki.

"Boss."

"Anong ginagawa ni Raine?" He asked, still looking at me.

"He's driving now."

"Follow him and you know wh-"

Hindi ko na siya pinatapos pa at mabilis akong tumayo papalapit sakaniya. Umiiyak akong umupo sa kandungan niya gaya nang gusto niya.

"No, please. No." I said while holding his one hand. I kissed his hand and he smiled like he won in a victory.

"Huwag na pala." He said to the man on the phone amd ended the call.