His Story To Tell (R-18)

HSTT - 72

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I tried my best to avoid her. I tried to distant myself, but it was so fucking hard. So fucking hard that I couldn't control myself sometimes. Unti unti akong nagsisisi sa desisyon na ginawa ko.

Is it right that I left her? Is it right that I let her forget about us? Pero tuwing iniisip ko na para sa kapakanan niya naman ang desisyon kong 'yon ay naiisip ko rin na baka tama nga. Tama lang ang ginawa ko.

But I couldn't control myself to get jealous to that fucking kid, Axel! Lalo na't nililigawan niya na ito. Nakakainis. Sarap pukpukin sa ulo ang gago pero okay lang pala. Kalmado pala ako. I know Ritsumi is doing her thing. She is like my human CCTV. Siya ang nagsasabi sa akin ngayon ng mga bagay na ginagawa ni Axel at Reginy. She just needs  to do what I wanted her to do. Lalo na't mas bagay naman sila kaysa kay Luther.

"Man."

I looked back when I heard Luke's voice behind me. Naglakad siya papalapit sa akin atsaka siya umupo sa kaharapan kong sofa. I'm in my house.

"Ginagawa mo rito?" Tanong ko saka ko ipinatong ang mga paa ko sa lamesa. I opened the bottle of wine and drank it straight.

"Binubugaw mo ba ang kapatid mo kay Axel?" He asked at halos matawa ako sa tanong niya. Muntik pang lumabas sa bibig ko ang wine.

"What the hell man? Bugaw?" Tanong ko habang tumatawa. Maybe Luther told him something.

"You know that Luther and Ritsumi are starting to have a thing right? Huwag mong pahirapan ang kapatid mo lalo na't alam nating dalawa na gustong gusto niya si Luther."

"Man, what Ritsumi feels for Luther is not that strong. You'll see. She'll fall for Axel sooner or later." I said confidently.

"Are you doing this because you are scared that Rej would fall for Axel?" I smirked with his question.

"Pwede mo ring sabihin 'yan, but I am actually saving my sister's pride. Your brother is an asshole."

Luther is seeing someone behind my sister's back and he has feelings for that evil girl. I can still remember our first encounter before in the mall. Pinatid ba naman si Rej.

"Bakit?"

"He likes someone but he keeps on seeing Ritsumi too. Kahit kapatid mo 'yon, makakatikim sa akin 'yon."

Patay na patay si Ritsumi sakaniya but he is just using her. Ngayon ko lang narealize na may pagkagago rin pala ang batang 'yon.

"Napipilitan lang naman kasi si Luther na kitain ang kapatid mo." He said at napataas ang kilay ko sakaniya. "Pinipilit ni Ritsumi e."

"E bakit hindi nalang siya maging honest?"

"Don't talk about honesty. Ikaw nga sinungaling e."

"Gago ka ah."

Pinepersonal niya ba ako?

"Parehas lang naman silang may kasalanan. Atsaka isa pa, labas na dapat tayo ron. Don't meddle with your sister's love life." Pambabawal niya.

Nilapag ko ang bote ng wine sa may lamesa at tinignan siya sa mga mata.

"Axel is the one for Ritsumi." I seriously said. "Mas maganda kung ngayon palang nagkakasama na sila, 'di ba?"

"You saw it?"

"Yeah. In my dream." I said.

"Bahala ka nga."

Sumandal ako ulit sa sofa at pinatong ang mga paa ko sa maliit na lamesa. I closed my eyes while thinking about several things in my mind.

"Paano na pala kayo ni Reginy niyan?" He asked that made me opened my eyes again.