Neeyarudh:- Between Love And Revolution(SlowUpdate)

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*The evening of engagement*
(Ashirbaad)

Everyone was happy nd running here and there busy in the preparation. Someone is busy in decoration, some in lightings, some in cooking nd some in other work. But in the Rajvanshi house, there is one person who is far away from happy....Neeya..

Neeya was sitting in a room of Rajvanshi house, ready for her Ashirbaad(engagement as of Bengali), wearing white saree with beautiful long neck blouse. A big bindi was completing the beauty of her face with black kajal nd dark red lipstick. Her wavy dark brown hair open. Nd the beautiful jewellery completing her whole look.



(Isnt it beautiful? The style!? I was in awe!!!)
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Baba...aaj mera ashirbaad h. Mai kaise us Indra ko angoothi pehanaungi? Kaise is rasma ko nibhaungi jab mera dil hi raji nhi h. Kaise us insaan ke sath vivah karne ke lie sajj ho jau jisne apka.......baba...aap q chale gae mujhe chodh ke....koi nhi h yaha ab mere lie... Anirudh ji bhi mujhse naraz h..kaash mai apko, unhe bata pati ki kitna pyar krti hu mai unhe....kaash bata pati baba....unhe sari sacchai bata pati..baba....mai kya karu baba...kya!??
Neeya was completely broken. She wanted to cry, scream but she couldnt. She was sitting there just like a statue. A statue which looks fine by outside...but inside...it was broken..hurt..!

*Knock knock*

Neeya wipes her tears away nd walks towards the door to open it to find one nd only... Sampoorna!. "Sampoorna!" Neeya hugs her. "Poorna! Mai kaise karungi ye??... kaise....? Mujhse nhi hoga Poorna....nhii...." Sampoorna gets Neeya inside nd tries to calm her down. "Neeya...tum bilkul mat ghabrao. Dugga ma pe bharosha rakho. Sab theek ho jaega. Hmm.?" But Neeya still cries hugging her. "Are pagli! Tum q ro rhi ho itna? Tum to sherni ho meri. Abhi to tumhe un sabhi baccho aur humari Bondita ko dhoodna h... Apne aap ko shi sabit karna h.." Neeya nods. "Par Poorna-" "-par war kuch nhi....dekho mai jaanti hu ki tum kaisa mehsoos kar rhi ho...aur ye bhi janti hu ki wo ladka tumhare lie bilkul bhi accha nhi h..islie....Neeya...tum bhaag jao." Neeya looks on with wide eyes. "Kya!?" Sampoorna holds her by her shoulder nd looks her in the eyes."Neeya..tumhe bhagna hoga yaha se. Yaha koi teri nhi sunega Neeya..koi ni" "Kya!? Nhi Sampoorna....mai...mai kaise?....mai ye nhi kr skti.." Neeya moves away from her.
"Q? Kab tak tum us insaan ke ghatiya nazar ke samne rhogi...kab tak tum ye sab sahogi..kab tak Neeya?" Neeya doesnt answer.
"Neeya mai janti hu tum Anirudh babu ko chahti ho. Aur wo bahut acche h, tumhe khush rakhenge. Tum ek baar-" "- humari ladhai ho gi h. Aur waise bhi, hum kabhi ek nhi ho skte aur Mai ye chahti bhi nhi hu. Wo Saudamini di se bahut Pyar krte h aur wo unse...Mai unke beech nhi aasakti kabhi na aana chahti hu."

Now its Sampoorna's turn to look on,"kya!?...ruko.....ladhai!??" Neeya tells her everything that happened earlier. "Aur Poorna..mai mar jaungi lekin bhagungi nhi. Qki kayar log bhagte h. Bhagte wo h jo apni mushkilo ka samna nhi kar pate....mujhme abhi bhi himmat h aur mai ladhungi...ladhungi mai apne lie..apne baba ke lie..." Sampoorna nods. "Jo bhi ho, mai bas teri khushi chahti hu. Mai-" "-NEEYA!" Ma calls out.

"Neeya! Tu taiyar ho gi?'' Ma comes there. She looks at her in awe, afterall its every mother's dream to see her daughter in such wear. She kiss Neeya on her forehead,"bahut sundar lag rhi h tu. Nazar na lage meri bacchi ko." She applies lil kajal from her eyes behind her ear. Neeya force a smile. 'nazar to lag gai h meri jindagi ko ma'

"Shona..mai janti hu ki tu khush nhi h....lekin tu khush rhegi...itne badi ghar ki bahu ban na kisi saubhagya se kam nhi h. Aur insan waqt ke sath badal jata h...kal kya pata Indra babu bhi-" "-nhi Ma! Suraj jameen pe aajaega lekin indra....wo kabhi nhi badal skta.." Neeya fumes in anger. Meri Ma aisa kaise soch skti h? Kaise?..."Ma aap aisa kaise soch skti h? Wo insaan nhi, haivan h-"
"-Ae!" Dida comes there.
"Apne hone wali pati ke lie aisa bolegi tu?" Dida scoldes her in anger. "Meri baat ghaanth baand le, Indra tere hone wale pati h. Unki ijjat kro. Waise bhi tu aurat h. Hum aurto se jyada mard ki khushi jaroori h. Samjhi!" Dida scolds her nd then turns to ma,"isko leke aao neeche. Sab intejar kr rhe." Nd she goes from there. Neeya looks on with teary eyes..