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Lilia's POV

The next couple of days were just different solo photoshoots inside a studio. We also had time to rest and get to know each other. You could say they were more comfortable with me but there was still that awkward tension. I'm not sure if it was because I'm new, my gender, or both.

The room where I'd normally dance was a mess, full with clothes and other stuff. We all sat down in a circle in the empty space that was left, talking about what we should do.

Heeseung was telling us that we had to pack for three days, and when packing for it, to also clean up nicely. So all the 6 boys rushed to do so, while I sat there. All my clothes were already neat and hanged in a cupboard I shared with Niki and Jungwon since we were the youngest. Sunoo, Heeseung and Jay shared another closet and Jake and Sunghoon another one.

So I stood up and walked to my closet, packing clothes for 3 days, in cold weather. Most of my clothes were for colder weather so I was fine. I packed 2 hoodies, 2 sweaters, 4 jeans, some simple shirts, obviously underwear and bra's and shoes, beanies and caps, I stuffed it in my bag.

I know they said 3 days but I have a feeling we'll change outfits a lot and they'll only be giving us outfits for the shoots. I go to the makeup room with a small makeup bag and put some everyday stuff in there, leaving it in the room as I'll need it tomorrow.

"Lilia what do you wanna do?" Jay asks with the camera, and I assume it's about tomorrow. "A night stroll. We're always in the dorms so I'd want to go out at night and just walk and think, to clear the mind you know?" I tell him and he goes "oohhh.""And eat." I add and we both laugh.

"In conclusion, Enhypen eats a lot. In conclusion, food is the best for Enhypen." Jay says while walking away, causing me to chuckle. 

I walk to the room where everyone is and just stand there. "Anyone need help?" I ask and they all look at me, some shaking their heads and others shrugging. I sigh and go back to the room where Sunoo and Heeseung are filming and packing.

"Do you guys need help?" I ask and they both shake their heads. So I go to my bunk, going under the bed to get the presents Taehyung gave me separately and the one Jungkook and the members gave me.

I open Jungkooks one, unwrapping a small box and seeing a mini portable speaker. I smile widely at it, turning it over to see a sticky note on it.

We know how much you love to dance and sing at home, even when there's no speakers and the musics always not loud enough, so I hope this helps :)

I start to unwrap one of Taehyungs gifts, seeing a familar old black shoe box. Before I even open it, the small glittery butterfly sticker on the bottom of them bring tears to my eye as I already know what's in it.

"Lilia?"

I look up as Sunoo and Heeseung look at me confused. I wipe the tear that fell down and look back down at the box, opening it to find small red ballet pointe shoes.

I remember doing ballet when I was smaller, loving the feeling of pointe shoes on my feet when I was old and skilled enough to use them. But after dreaming of becoming an idol, I strayed away from ballet, focusing on hip hop and contemporary as I grew to love them more.

But ballet would always be my roots.

(Idk that much abt ballet, I like did 4 years of it when I was younger and then quit- let's just pretend I do)

"Are those ballet shoes?" I look up at Heeseung as he comes closer. "Mhm.. they were one of my first coloured pointe shoes, the red ones I always wanted when I was younger." I tell him while looking at the small shoes.

I see a card at the bottom of the box and open it.

I know it's not much, but after you came to my house with them when you were younger and left them here by accident, we've always kept it in a safe place for when you return. I know it's a year late, but here.

Use it as a lucky charm and bring it wherever you go.

-taetae

I smiled at the card and took the two ribbons of the shoes and tied them together, standing up and hanging it on the side of my bed. "Isn't that what Taehyung got you?" He says and I widen my eyes.

"Oh, Uhm yeah, he met my cousin while training me and we talked about these shoes, I guess he asked my cousin to bring them since I left it at his house when I visited years ago." I half lie. It was left at my cousins house a couple years ago, my cousin did bring them. But Taehyung didn't meet my cousin cause he is my cousin.

But Heeseung didn't need to know that.

I go back to my other present, unwrapping it to see another shoe box. I opened it and my eyes widened again. "Oh my." I saw a pair of red pointe shoes and the ribbons, a small sewing kit, spaces and pointe pouches in a travel type of bag.

"More ballet shoes..?" Sunoo asks and I chuckle. "I guess he wants me to learn ballet again." I chuckle before widening my eyes. "He as in my cousin." I cover up before taking the ribbon, shoes and sewing kit out.

They both soon leave the room to pack outside. I take the shoe, slipping it in my foot and it fit. "Woah he got the right size." I mumble before taking it off. I push the back down and then look around, trying to find a pen.

I stand up with the two pointe shoes, walking out of the room to the music room, making a small mark on the creases of the shoes with eyeliner before going back to my room.

I saw the weird stares I got but I ignored them. I sewed the ribbon on the marks before sighing happily. Skidding my pointe pouches on and my feet. I didn't really have spaces between my toes so I skipped putting spaces on.

I finally tied the ribbon around my feet and ankles before standing up.

"Woah." I mumble. Just standing normally in these bring back memories. "Woah are those pointe shoes?" I turn to see Niki and I nod. "Never knew you did pointe."

"I used to, when I was younger. I haven't done it in a while though." I tell him honestly. I smile at the fact I had leggings and a shirt on so I put my knee up to my chest, stretching a bit on both legs and ankles as Niki just watched.

"Hey do any of you guys want Ramen?" Jungwon came in and Niki nodded his head, and I shook mine. I saw him walk closer towards me, stopping at his bed which was beside me so he could get something.

"Okay I'm going to try." I tell Niki before going on my toes. I wiggle a bit but I stay on my toes. I move a tiny bit in them, going back and forth. I bend my knee and balance on one toe for a bit, before trying again in a pirouette position.

"Look like I'm-." Before I could answer I feel my body move back, but before I could hold onto the bed in front of me or put my foot behind, two hands grab onto my waist from behind and hold me up.

I stay still for a second, still in that same pirouette position before putting my foot down, turning around to see Jungwon. "Thank you." I smile at him and bow my head. "Be careful." He says and we both just stand there awkwardly.

"If you guys are going to have that awkward silence please do it when I'm not in the room and feel all that weird tension." Niki says, turning around and leaving. I look up at Jungwon with wide eyes, another silence before we both burst out laughing.

"JUNGWON ARE YOU MAKING THE RAMEN OR NOT!"

Yeah Idk where this is going

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