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    My Ruin
    My Ruin
    KayliaP
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    • Parts
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    • Time
      Time 6h 33m
      6 hours, 33 minutes6h 33m
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    • Reads
      Reads 442,965
      442,965442K
    • Votes
      Votes 14,074
      14,07414K
    • Parts
      Parts 61
      6161
    • Time
      Time 6h 33m
      6 hours, 33 minutes6h 33m
    KayliaP
    Ongoing
    Ongoing, First published Feb 06, 2018
    Mature
    I tried touching him, but he stiffened from my touch. 
        
        I stepped away from him and now my back was facing him. "Why?," I questioned. 
        
        "I have my reasons," he retorted. 
        
        "Why won't you let me touch you?," I insisted turning around to face him. "It's just the way things are. You just can't," he stated stubbornly. He stared back at me with those cold, harsh eyes that I couldn't bare any longer. 
        
        I could feel the tears starting to form and I didn't want to let them fall. 
        
        I was not going to let him see how weak I was. 
        
        "Do you even love me?," I countered. 
        
        "Ashanti, I told you I can't love. I'm incapable of loving you or anyone else," he says staring me in my eyes. 
        
        "I'm going to get my clothes and go," I said numbly. 
        
        Before I could move an inch, my back was crushed against the cold, hard surface of a wall.
        
        I looked up into Lamonte's eyes as he whispered, "You're mine. You're not leaving you can't leave." 
        
        "You can't love me. Why would I stay?," I breathed.
        
        A love story that is beyond different.
        
        What was it about about Lamonte King that keeps her with him? She is breaking him and what will happen when he finally cracks? 
        
        She will become his ruin.
        
        As he will become hers.
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    Table of contentsLast updated 3 days ago
    • Prologue: Suit Guy
    • 1. Stares
    • 2. Lamonte King
    • 3. First Date Part 1
    • 4. Scared
    • 5. First Date Part 2
    • 6. Hawaii
    • 7. First Time For Everything
    • 8. What You Do To Me
    • 9. I Want You
    • 10. A Kiss
    • 11. Falling for You
    • 12. Unknown Number
    • 13. Trey
    • 14. Feelings
    • 15. Raquel
    • 16. Dinner
    • 17. The Club
    • 18. The One With the Picture
    • 19. Graduation Day
    • 20. Fuck Self-Control
    • 21. The Event Part 1
    • 22. The Event Part 2
    • 23. Move On
    • 24. The Chef
    • 25. Two Tests, Four Lines
    • 26. Rest Of My Life
    • 27. Happy Birthday to Me
    • 28. Consume Me
    • 29. Official
    • 30. Heartbeat
    • 31. Brother
    • 32. Hurting You
    • 33. Clearing the Air
    • 34. Again and Again
    • 35. Office Affairs
    • 36. The Truth
    • 37. Closer
    • 38. Mykonos
    • 39. Yes! Yes! Yes!
    • 40. Everything
    • 41. Live With Me
    • 42. That Bitch
    • 43. You Crazy
    • 44. Please Wake Up
    • 45. Awake
    • 46. Baby Shower Shenanigans
    • 47. Baby Shower Shenanigans Part 2
    • 48. Overdue
    • 49. Birth
    • 50. A New Life
    • 51. Nell
    • 52. Abducted
    • 53. Shots Fired
    • 54. Hurting
    • 55. Constant
    • 56. Steady
    • 57. Too Good
    • 58. Night Out
    • 59. Family First
    • 60. Family First Part 2

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    • Prologue: Suit Guy
    • 1. Stares
    • 2. Lamonte King
    • 3. First Date Part 1
    • 4. Scared
    • 5. First Date Part 2
    • 6. Hawaii
    • 7. First Time For Everything
    • 8. What You Do To Me
    • 9. I Want You
    • 10. A Kiss
    • 11. Falling for You
    • 12. Unknown Number
    • 13. Trey
    • 14. Feelings
    • 15. Raquel
    • 16. Dinner
    • 17. The Club
    • 18. The One With the Picture
    • 19. Graduation Day
    • 20. Fuck Self-Control
    • 21. The Event Part 1
    • 22. The Event Part 2
    • 23. Move On
    • 24. The Chef
    • 25. Two Tests, Four Lines
    • 26. Rest Of My Life
    • 27. Happy Birthday to Me
    • 28. Consume Me
    • 29. Official
    • 30. Heartbeat
    • 31. Brother
    • 32. Hurting You
    • 33. Clearing the Air
    • 34. Again and Again
    • 35. Office Affairs
    • 36. The Truth
    • 37. Closer
    • 38. Mykonos
    • 39. Yes! Yes! Yes!
    • 40. Everything
    • 41. Live With Me
    • 42. That Bitch
    • 43. You Crazy
    • 44. Please Wake Up
    • 45. Awake
    • 46. Baby Shower Shenanigans
    • 47. Baby Shower Shenanigans Part 2
    • 48. Overdue
    • 49. Birth
    • 50. A New Life
    • 51. Nell
    • 52. Abducted
    • 53. Shots Fired
    • 54. Hurting
    • 55. Constant
    • 56. Steady
    • 57. Too Good
    • 58. Night Out
    • 59. Family First
    • 60. Family First Part 2
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