Warning Notice: This story might be disturbing for you, this is angst and flawed story, issues tackled might be triggering. After receiving a bad news, Lisa felt like the whole world would end up too after she received about her mother's sudden death. She was just sixteen and she doesn't know what to do.The death of her mother brought insomnia and anxiety to her. Lisa never experienced being beautiful when it's the society was her enemy. She never received any encouraging words in her entire life, instead people are being mean to her and to her sisters. She only wants to feel what real love feels like. Until Lisa fell in love with the man she ever laid on. Growing up, he's still the man she loves the most but even though his shoulders became wider, jaw became finer, and became taller than he was before.The man who brought happiness to her life brought ugliness too, he hurt her countless times. Lisa became a survivor of the words 'sorrow' and 'anxiety' she became a sole heiress of herself. Pain changed her. She became a queen of her own. Her sorrows and pains became her keys to the paradise. A paradise where she began her journey as to drive the sadness away from her. She never felt more beautiful and confident before, and never be the type of girl she wanted to be. But a wave of emotion goes inside of her. She feels warmer, lighter, and above all, more beautiful than ever. (The cover photo I used is not mine. Credit to the owner.) PLAGIARISM IS CRIME STAND ALONE STORY 4 NOVEL 11: June 22 2023 - July 16, 2023