Camp Sadness Of Dandelion

Chapter 40

I felt Wave's warm fingers caressing my naked back. Up and down, and sometimes I felt his hand on my buttocks too. I was lying on his body, just staring at the window and feeling the his warmth made my mind relaxed. We're lying on the floor, didn't mind the coldness, though. Nagsasalo naman kami sa init ng aming katawan kaya hindi alintana ang lamig ng sahig.

We stayed there for an hour after we made out. Ang sweatshirt na suot ko kanina ay naihubad ni Wave sa akin, at ang sports bra nalang ang suot ko. Si Wave naman ay kompleto pa ang saplot sa kanyang katawan. I knew it's kinda disappointing na hindi kami umabot sa sunod na dapat naming gawin.

It's all my fault.

I stopped him.

I had reasons and he understood it. First, it's not safe to have a raw sex. I thought about myself, if Wave got me pregnant out of love, my child would grow like me. I didn't want to my future son or daughter grow in the same direction as me because I grew up in a complicated environment. Atsaka ano bang pinagkaiba ko sa nanay ko kung magpapabuntis ako na hindi manlang mahal ng nakabuntis sa akin?

Second, there's still a lot of things to clarified. Kaya mabuting hindi natuloy ang intimate scene namin ni Wave kanina. We could have sex but only if we're both secured.

I moaned when I felt Wave's hand jumped on my buttocks again, he squeezed my bottom. "Stop it." Namamaos kong saway sa kanya.

Umangat ang mukha ko nang matawa siya sa sinabi ko. "Can't help it."

He squeezed my bottom again so I slapped his chest, but he grabbed it to pulled me up. Nang magkatapat na ang aming mukha ay siniil niya ako ng halik. Mariin. Hanggang sa kinapusan kami ng hininga. He grinned at me then kissed the tip of my nose before he rolled me underneath him, using his right hand, he pushed us up. Ang higpit ng kapit ko sa kanya dahil mahuhulog ako kung hindi ako kumapit.

"I think you should go back to your office. Baka may biglang pumasok dito sa kwarto ko at maabutan tayong dalawa." I suggested. It's also dangerous for us to stay in one room, baka ano pang mangyari at hindi namin mapigilan ang isa't-isa.

"Then how about you kiss me first before I go back to my room." he said hoarsely.

I crouched my nose at him, teasing him. And pushed him to get away from me. Nakaiwas naman ang kanyang katawan sa akin pero nakahawak ang kanyang kamay sa kamay ko.

"Bumalik ka na sa room mo. Don't you have an appointment today? It's probably six a.m and your clients need you." I said, but he just tightened his hold on me.

"I think I'd hire another therapist and I'll resign as a psychologist here." he said.

Ako na ang nagtanggal ng kamay ko mula sa hawak niya. "At ano naman ang gagawin mo, mag mukmok dito sa Camp Treat?"

"Hire me and I'll work for you." he said with a teasing voice.

I slapped his arm. I wagged my head but I was smiling widely. "You're a tease Waverick. Ano naman ang gagawin mo? I don't need an employee because I'm the boss and also the employee. Working with someone is just a waste of time for me because I'm perfectionist."

Lumapit siya sa akin at kinulong na naman niya ako sa kanyang bisig. "You'll hire me as your personal therapist. We're going to have sessions every day. Make-out sessions and sex therapy, hmm, it's a privilege to work for madam."

"Puro ka kalokohan. Lumabas ka na nga at may maliligo pa ako." sabi ko at tinulak ko siya para makaalis sa kanyang bisig. As much as I wanted his arms wrapped around me, I needed to take a bath because I felt dirty because of sweats and dirts I catched earlier.