i will always come back to you

screaming for help

"what are you doing here" i asked

"just wanted to see you ness" he smiled

"well you saw me. bye" i said waving and going to shut the door

"no" he said and stopped the door

"we can watch a movie or something?" he asked. even though it wasnt a question. he want taking no for an answer i could tell by the way he shoved past me and into the house.

we sat on the couch uncomfortably close. everytime i moved over he moved closer to me.

during this time i had been texting josh to get here as fast as he could cause chase was here

while i had my eyes on the movie i felt a hand slide onto my inner thigh

"chase. what are you doing. dont" i said pulling his hand off me

he shrugged

"nessa why dont you want me?"  he asked soon after

"chase I have a boyfriend. and we are friends at least" i said

"come on please" he said his face getting closer to mine. "he doesn't have to know" 

"chase. fuck off" i said moving away

"give me a chance" he said

"no. chase. just. get out. please" i said putting my head into my hands

"no" he said

"chase" i said nervously because of his tone

he turned to me and pushed me down on to the couch

"ow" i said trying to get up but not being able to because chase had me pinned down.

"chase let me go!" i said

he didnt say anything and smashed his lips onto mine

i didnt kiss him back

i tried moving my face, getting out of the way and getting him to stop but it wasnt working. nothing was.

"chase please!!" i said yelling at this point

"shutup!" he said slapping me in the face "anyone could hear us"

the tears built up in my eyes and i tried my hardest not to let them fall but i couldnt take it and they started steaming down my face

his hands slid from my face down my body getting everywhere i didnt want them

"stop!!" i screamed

i kept pushing him and screaming but nothing was working. i continued crying and yelling. and i didnt stop

"chase please stop. please!!!" i yelled my voice breaking and struggling to move away still. i didnt give up.

he just ignored me

i kept yelling and all of a sudden as i was yelling the door burst open

josh walked in first and all the boys followed. when they saw what was happening they immediately ran over.

josh pulled chase off me and slammed him against the wall.

"what is your fucking problem" josh said angrily

"what the fuck is wrong with you!!"

"fuck you chase"

"are fucking dumb!!"

"what are you fucking doing!!"

all the boys started yelling at him and chase stood there with no where to go and nothing to say.