i will always come back to you

im not okay

joshs pov.

i saw nessa completely just pass out. and i started to freak out.

jaden ant and quinton also did too.

there was a bunch of stuff that they did in a hurry which made it even more scary.

they got to the hospital and rushed her inside leaving me and the boys outside

"do you think she will be okay?"

"has to be" i said walking into the hosptial trying not to think the worst

they followed behind me

we waited for hours and hours in that hospital it was the worst hours of my life.

i didnt know if ness was okay. i didnt know what they were doing with her and that's all i could think

was she actually gonna be okay?

the whole night we all sat in the waiting room chairs waiting for ness to wake up.

"i cant believe chase did that" quinton said

he really good at saying the wrong thing

"i know" we all agreed

"do you think she will press charges?" ant asked

"i dont think she will. its ness" jaden said

"shes too nice" i agreed

"yeah but he did fucking rape her basically and he could've kill-"

he stopped midway and realised

i looked up at quinton and looked back down at the ground

"sorry"

"just shut up" jaden said annoyed

"stop being an asshole to q" ant said "hes trying to lighten the mood and stop you thinking too much about ness"

"it's not working" jaden said

"oi jaden. stop" i said

he seemed to stop after that

"sorry quin" he said

"it's fine. im sorry"

"are you boys here for janesa barrett?"

"uh yes" i said and the boys nodded

"so shes not gonna be awake for a while. so you should go home and get some rest and maybe some food" a nurse came out and told us

"no way" i said

"hell no" jaden said

"we are staying" quinton agreed

"we can wait" ant told the lady

"okay boys. janessa has some lovely friends" she said and walked away

"its nessa. she hates being called janesa" jaden said to the nurse

"sorry about him. hes just a bit tense about ness"

"understandable" she forgave us and walked off happily

we slept on the seats. since none of us wanted to leave

when we woke up i saw all the boys awake and sitting there in silence again.

i sat up to and joined in the silence remembering why we were in the hospital

soon a nurse started walking over to us and we all sat up.

"you are the boys here from last night right?" she said