i will always come back to you

so awkward

it was a new day and everyone decided to have a meet n greet at the mall nearby

each of us put it out on our stories and started to get ready. soon enough we were all loading into different ubers

it was the whole tour group. including me.

so me, quinton, bryce, chase, josh, jaden, mads, avani, addison, charli, ant and cynthia

"come on baby" josh said grabbing my hand

we got in the back of one of the ubers. we got to the mall and there were hundreds of people wanting pictures and everything.

we obviously took pictures and talked to each of them. it was so fun and i was so happy, im glad i got a little taste of what tour would've been like.

"hiii nessa!!"

"hi gorgeous what's your name?"

"gracie"

"your so cute" i smiled and she took a picture of us together

this went on for another couple of hours and by the end of it i was so tired. and hungry. as usual

we all decided to go to a close by resturant that we could just walk to.

i sat in between jaden and josh and was facing chase.

i think the boys were okay with chase now. like they didnt love him but they didnt despise him because of tour. where as i left early so i am still not okay with chase. ya know what i mean??

anyways chase was sitting opposite me and i could feel him staring at me.

"nessa?" he said

i looked up

"yeah?"

"are we good"

i just shrugged

"look. i get it if you dont really wanna talk to me"

i just nodded.

"come on. it's been months"

before i could reply our food started arriving

we all ate our food and chase didnt talk to me again.

we all got up to pay.

"im just gonna go to the bathroom. can you pay for mine and then i can pay you back?"

"yeah ofcourse" josh nodded and i walked off to the bathroom

when i walked down the hallway and went to open the door a hand touched my back

"dont touch me"

"can we talk"

it was chase

"not right now" i said and shut the bathroom door on him

when i walked back out to see everyone they were gone.

but guess who was standing right there.

fucking chase.

"hey. i told the others i would wait for you"

that doesn't even make sense. josh wouldn't just leave me. would he

well i guess he would

i just rolled my eyes and we got into the uber waiting outside.

"bye ness" he said

i just shut the door and walked into the house

when i walked in i saw everyone hanging out in the living room.

i just looked over at them and ran up the stairs in anger.

i shut my door and got changed and went to bed. i had a photo shoot in the morning so i wanted to get some sleep.

plus i didnt wanna talk to josh cause he just left me. he knows how i feel about chase.

when i woke up josh wasnt next to me. i got changed and went downstairs. i still didnt see josh so i just left.

i caught an uber to the photoshoot.

when i got there i got my hair and makeup done and then i had a bunch of different outfits changes

it was a little tiring but the photos i got turned out amazing.

"bye nessa!!" one of the photographers said

"aw bye. thankyou so much" i smiled and walked out

when i walked out i went to order an uber when i saw joshs car.

i looked up and smiled and him sitting there

i ran up to see him as he got out of the car.

"hi baby" he said

"hii bub" i smiled hugging him

"you didnt have to-"

"i wanted to" he said and leaned down and met my lips with his

"i love you" i smiled

"i love you"

in this moment. i realised why the fuck am i mad because he didnt wait for me at dinner? that was pointless

i love this boy.

"come on" he said opening the car door for me

"why thankyou sir"

"your welcome ms barrett"

i just laughed as he walked over and got into the drivers seat.

"chick fil a?"

"i was thinking the same thing" i agreed

we got to chick fil a and ate our food on the way home.

"i love you so much ness. i hope you know that"

i just looked over at him happily

"i do. i love you too" i said and he smiled uncontrollably

he held onto my hand and we soon got to the house.

we walked in and joined everyone on the couch

"how was your photoshoot?" quinton asked

"it was really good" i smiled

"your makeup is beautiful" avani said

i just smiled at her

mads walked over and sat on jadens lap

"ooo so i noticed you two are dating" cynthia said

"they are so cute" i said

"if ness doesnt steal him from me" mads said

and everyone just sat there not knowing how to react

"you are aware josh and ness are together" ant laughed

"yeah i know" mads said quickly

"anyways" i said trying to think of something to talk about

this was so awkward.

literally everyone was here. and we ALL didnt know what to do. i could tell jaden was regretting his life at this moment by his face.

"im gonna go upstairs" i said taking josh with me

josh was just sitting there trying not to laugh at this dumbass

"yeah me too" ant said following us with avani

soon enough we all just left mads and jaden down there because we didnt wanna be there anymore.

"that was fucking awkward" josh said

"i know, what was she even saying" i laughed

josh shrugged and laughed too.

"dumbass" he said and we started watching the vampire diaries again before falling asleep in each other's arms.