i will always come back to you

liar

i sat there on my bed staring at a post on tiktokroom.

@tiktokroom: #joshrichards went live exposing how #nessbarrett cheated on him!!

@user01: he deserved better omg
@avanigregg: lmao is he okay?
user82: she is a hoe
@jadenhossler: bullshit.
user99: who would cheat on josh
@cynthiaparkerr: fuck up josh. you know that's not true.
@quintongriggs: this is stupid.
@quintongriggs: ness did nothing.
user919: nessa wouldn't do that
user997: josh is a liar
user112: what the fuck
@brycehall: ness wouldnt
user917: nessa is such a bitch
@madslewis: @nessbarret ???
user11: poor josh
user29: clout chaser

i stared at it for a while when cynthia walked over.

"what's up?"

i didnt reply i just sat there and felt tears bawl out of my eyes.

quinton ran over to me and cynthia hugged me tightly.

"what's wrong. ness.?"

i grabbed my phone and showed q and cyn the post that was blowing up and being reposted everywhere.

"what the fuck?" quinton said

"this fucking boy. hes dead" cynthia said standing up in anger

i still said nothing i just sat there in tears.

"cyn. sit down" quinton snapped

she listened with an attitude and came over and hugged me tightly again.

while i was bawling my eyes out into cynthia jaden walked into the room.

"i saw the post" he said "where is she?"

"jaden. not right now" quinton said walking in front of him

jaden didnt listen he pushed past quinton and walked over to see me.

"ness" he said "dont. dont cry. you did nothing wrong"

he took a deep breath.

"listen to me" he said "you're okay"

"no im fucking not jaden! im not okay. the whole fucking internet probably hates me for something i didnt do" i said tears streaming down my face

"and on top of that, i probably just lost on of the best things i had in my life"

everyone went quiet and i went back to cynthia and leant on her shoulder.

"okay. im gonna go. sorry" jaden said

"dont be like that jaden" cynthia said

he just turned around

"you know that's not what i meant" i said

JADEN. RIGHT NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO BE PETTY. FUCKKKK.

he sat down next to quinton.

"im sorry. im just-"

"its okay" jaden said

i just stopped talking and we all just sat there.

"im gonna try talking to josh" quinton said

"good luck" cynthia said an she walked off.

i grabbed my phone and it was still on instagram.

by now my phone was blowing up with notifications.

my feed was filled with tiktok room posts from people saying stuff about the whole "cheating" situation.

i just turned my phone back off.