i will always come back to you

hawaii!!

i woke up and didnt feel like getting out of bed.

i grabbed my phone and stayed in bed.

i heard a knock at my door

"yeah?"

"come out" cynthia yelled

"no" i replied

"ness" she said

"come in" i told her

when she walked in i saw her and all the boys

"wait what?"

"suprise!!" they all smiled

i smiled at them and they jumped on my bed giving me hugs

"your sweet cyn" i smiled and hugged her

"love you gorgeous" she said and kissed me on the cheek

she didnt bring up last night's vague conversation which was good.

i looked around and didnt see josh

"what's wrong?" cynthia asked seeing my face change

"oh uh nothing" i said

"nessa. what is it?"

"its stupid"

"spill"

"i just dont see josh" i said

"oh yeah" she frowned

"im sorry i did try getting him to come but he wouldnt budge"

"oh ok" i nodded holding back my tears

"come here" she said and hugged me again

everyone hung out for a bit and then they went home leaving just cynthia and quinton

"so i was thinking of going over to the boys house" cynthia walked into my room again while i was making my bed

"okay have fun" i smiled fakely at her

"come with me" she said

"i dont really feel like it" i told her

"please just for a couple hours"

"it will be fun" quinton added

"for you. what am i gonna do?" i said

"talk to josh"

"or jaden" cynthia corrected quinton

"1 hour" i said

"huh?"

"1 hour. that's it then we are going home" i said they both nodded excitedly

"cmon" cynthia smiled and grabbed my hand and pulled me toward the door to leave

we drove to their house and when i walked in i saw no jaden.

"wheres jaden?" i asked

"he gone to see mads" bryce said

"how bout ant?"

"avani"

"and where are you going!"

"to see addison" he smiled

"ugh why did i come" i said

"have fun" he smiled and hugged me goodbye

"bye" i said and sat on the couch while cynthia and quinton went upstairs cause i didnt feel like third wheeling

i sat there on my phone and i saw josh coming down the stairs