i will always come back to you

secretive shit.

i looked over to the side and heard jaden get up.

i heard him sniffling like he was crying and i quickly sat up.

"jade?" i whispered loudly

"yeah" he said not facing me and wiping his eyes

"what's wrong?" i asked

"im good" he said "im just going to the bathroom"

"oh okay" i said and he got up and walked off

i laid back down waiting for him to come back but he didnt for like 20 minutes.

i waited a bit longer and i heard him break down in tears. i got up as fast as i could and ran up to the bathroom.

"jaden? let me in" i said

he didnt reply

"what's wrong please let me in" i said

i heard him turn on the tap and then a few seconds later turn it off.

"jaden?" i said

"yeah im coming" he said and unlocked the door

i looked at him and he looked perfectly fine. he wasnt crying.

"wait" i said confused

"ness im fine" he said

"okay?" i said and followed him back onto our bed.

"i know you weren't just sitting in there for 20 minutes" i said

he didnt reply

"talk to me" i said impatiently

"theres nothing to talk about. anyways im tired"

"fine" i said and fell back asleep.

and then i woke up yet again with jaden leaving the bed but i ignored him because i was too tired.

i fell back to sleep and then i woke up 20 minutes later to hear people talking in the other room.

it must've been q cause it was a guys voice.

and then cynthia replied but i couldnt hear what she was saying.

i tried going back to sleep but i couldnt cause all i could hear was their voices

i got up finally to tell them to shutup.

i opened the door "shut up im trying to slee-"

i saw jaden sitting there in tears.

"what happened?" i asked walking over to him

he shook his head "nothing"

cynthia was looking down like she was about to cry too and q was just avoiding my eye contact.

"what?" i said loudly

"what's wrong?" i said again to jaden

he wiped his eyes and took a breath "i said nothing" he repeated

i looked at cynthia

"cyn?" i said sadly

she looked up at me and straight back down

"what's wrong?" i asked

"its nothing" she agreed with jaden and a couple tears slipped down her face.

she quickly wiped them up.

i rolled my eyes.

"where are you going?" quin asked me