i will always come back to you

forgiving

i woke up and cynthia was still asleep

i let her sleep in and checked my phone.

i saw so many messages. from EVERYONE

heres a few of them

jade 🖤
-hey ugly
-just got josh home
-hes safe
-dont worry
-also sorry again for leaving :)
me
-ur uglier
-and thankyou for looking after him
-dont worry about it <3

ant 🐜
-hiiii
-sorry about josh :(
me
-hey ant
-dont worry about it <33

payt 💌
-ness
-im so fucking sorry
-im such a dick
-i hope your okay
me
-hey payt
-honestly dont worry about it
-im okay :)
payt
-still. im sorry

Q✨
-you and cyn alright?
-josh is home now
-see you tomorrow <3
me
-ahhh sorry q
-i fell asleep
-me and cynthia will be over soon
Q✨
-okay :)

bryce 💪🏼
-you okay?
-text me if you need anything
me
-yeah im alright
-thankyou, i will <

chase hudson.
-hey nessa
-did josh get home okay?
-i saw him last night and he
-he didnt look good
me
-oh hey
-yeah
-hes okay now i think
chase hudson.
-okay cool
me
-thanks for checking in :)

i didnt wanna reply. trust me but i felt guilty letting him just worry about josh. i wonder if he knew he sent me to hospital.

"wake upp!!" i shook cynthia a little

"noooo" she moaned

"come onn!!"

"no" she said putting her face into her pillow

"we are going over to the boys' house"

"later" she said

"i told q we were coming"

"finee" she groaned and got up and ready

we got changed did some makeup and our hair

i grabbed all my stuff and we were on our way to the house again.

it was about a 15 minute drive to get there. me and cynthia talked the whole way.

"so you forgiving josh i guess" cynthia said

"maybe. i just wanna tall to him first"

"okay ness"

"dont say anything" i said to her

"i wasnt gonna!!" she squealed

"whatever" i said and we turned up the music

we got to the house and parked in the driveway

"here we go" i said

"here we go" she repeated and we got out and walked into the house

cynthia immediately went to see quinton and i couldnt see josh so i guessed he was upstairs

"good morning" bryce said smiling weirdly

"morning" i said and gave him a hug

"why are you smiling like that"

"guess" he said

"i dont know your high??" i said and he laughed

"noooo im moving innn!!"

"wait for real" i said

he nodded

"yay" i smiled and gave him another hug