i will always come back to you

fuck you (pt 2)

"im not a fucking slut" i said to her

"yeah you are. first chase and now jaden? poor josh"

"shut the fuck up! you dont know what you're talking about"

"shes with josh c'mon mads" jaden said. mads just stared at him and he went quiet

"fuck off mads" josh yelled

"dont talk to her like that" jaden yelled back at josh

"do you not see how shes treating ness?!!"

"can you not hear the the fuck shes saying?" avani yelled at him

jaden went quiet once again

"this is bullshit. get out of our house" bryce said pissed off

"no" she said

"literally get out" avani yelled behind josh

"jaden wants me here"

"no he doesnt. who would" josh said

"jaden do you want mads to stay?" ant asked as if the answer was obvious

"yeah of course"

everyone stood there stunned.
we all expected him to tell mads to fuck off.
but he didnt.

"fuck you" i said to jaden and walked out and into my room pushing past everyone with avani following behind me

"bitch" i said sitting on my bed

all the other boys came rushing in and shit talking mads and jaden.

"fucking asshole" josh said sitting on his gaming chair

"you alright ness?" ant asked

i took a deep breath and tried to speak before avani beat me to it.

"do you think shes okay!!!? no!!!. were you not in the same room as me?"

"i was but i-"

"no buts" she said and ant shutup

i was just sitting there while everyone talked and started crying.

i dont know why
well i do
it all just hit me when i started thinking.

"ness" avani said looking over at me and leaving her head on my shoulder.

"im sorry i just-" i cried

"bub" josh said coming onto the bed and hugging me tightly

the boys all sat on our bed and hugged me.

"get some sleep. you will feel better" bryce told me

"yeah, okay" i nodded and they one by one exited

"night baby" josh said hugging me tightly

"night" i said and i fell asleep easily

when i woke up josh was in his gaming chair on his phone.

"good morning sleepy head" he smiled

"good morning" i said wiping my eyes
"what are you still doing up here?"

"waiting for you" he said

"oh sorry"

"bub it's fine i want to wait. take your time"

"oh okay" i smiled and got out of bed anyways

i got dressed in a giant hoodie and some nike pros