Perfectly Imperfect

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I'm here guys ❤️❤️

~SOPHIA~

I've always thought that Stephanie's sickness had prepared me for quiet days, silent ones, bleak ones but this... This felt different... Way too different.

And I knew it was because I saw this black hole and I led everyone right into it.

Thinking about everything now, looking back now, I was actually wishing I had said something.

Which one would have turned out to be a horrible nightmare? Telling everyone about what I've always thought about Aminah from the beginning or not saying anything and allowing this to happen, allowing them to find out in the most inhumane and horrible way ever!

If only I had said something, then all these would have been averted.

It had been two weeks, two whole weeks since Aminah's birthday and nothing has remained the same since then.

The girl herself, Aminah wasn't even showing up in school at all. It was as if she had decided to disappear after completely screwing everyone over. After doing that to Kunmi and Kunle, she did not even have the decency to stay back and clean up her mess. Not like I was actually expecting her to do anything. What was even supposed to be expecting from her? From someone like her who could stand still and wreck that much havoc on everyone around her?

Why... How... What? They were the questions I've been asking myself about her for the last two weeks and I couldn't even come to any reasonable conclusion about her.

Aminah... She was someone l couldn't and would probably never figure out. I wasn't interested in figuring her out in the first place.

I just wished... I wished that just like she had disappeared now, she was going to disappear from everyone's lives forever and just allow them to have peace.

And just allow us all to have peace.

It was like our friendship just hit rock button with everything that happened with her.

Kunle... He basically just stopped. He stopped. Shut down. It was as if someone just flipped the off switch in him and he just shut down completely. He shut everybody off, me majorly. He had been showing up in school everyday since that day but he just kept to himself, he just completely alienated himself from everything and everyone.

Except from that Rubic's cube. He was always solving it that it was becoming more than an addiction, it was becoming more like... There was something more to the whole thing.

I wasn't even sure if he was talking to Adam or anyone. He wasn't interested in talking to me, that much was very obvious. He wasn't even acting like he could see me and the few times I actually tried to talk to him, his eyes, his expression, everything about him always scare me off.

That wasn't even what got to me, that wasn't what made me sad or heartbroken and that wasn't what made it hurt to look at him, it was our classmates, it was our stupid and insensitive classmates.

That nerve of theirs...

They actually had the nerve to poke where it hurts the most.