Dealing with Mr. Scared of What? (Quadro Series #1)

Chapter 66

"Quinn!"

Agad naman siya napatingin sa harapan niya ng marinig niya ang tinig ni Dave, doon niya lang na-realize na na serve na food niya. Walang gana niyang ginalaw ang pagkain. It's been a 2 week, a 2 whole week and she's still feeling like shit. Hindi niya alam pero parang lagi may kulang sa araw niya at parang nakalimutan niya kung ano ang pakiramdam na ganito lang ang araw niya.

She got comfortable that she never thought Kyx would take himself out of her life. After that talk they had. He simply left her, literally left her as if she means nothing. Like trash. Basta nalaman niya na lang na umalis ito sa Bacolod, mag-isa. Hindi nga alam ng mga kakambal niya.

"Ano ba kasi ang nangyari?" Rinig niyang tanong ni Tate kay Dave, maliit ang boses nito na para bang si Dave lang ang gusto niyang makarinig ng tanong niya, but their table was small at halos maliit lang ang layo nila. "Bigla na lang naging walking dead yan. Kaka -bagong taon pa lang ah."

"Baka bagong fashion style niya lang iyan, love." Biro ni Dave kaya wala sa oras na hinampas ito ni Tate.

Hindi niya na lang pinansin ang dalawa at kumain na lang. Yeah, kahit ang pagbibigay ng pagkain sakaniya ni Kyx natigil. Medyo nanibago nga siya. Nasanay siyang laging may pagkain itong dinadala. Sinanay siya tapos biglang iitigil.

Naka-katanga sa totoo lang, parang nakalimutan niyang gumalaw. She just felt sick. Siya nga ang inaya ang dalawang ito na kumain sa labas. Isang linggo na din nang simulang tuwing gabi lang kumakain, kung kain man ang tinatawag doon.

Halos hindi nga siya kumakain dahil nawawalan siya ng gana. She felt something heavy on her chest every time, kaya nga sinusubukan niyang isubsob ang boung atensyon niya sa trabaho, gumagana naman pero tuwing tapos na ang trabaho naalala niya lahat. Kagaya na lang ngayon habang kumakain sila.

Hindi siya sanay na hindi parte ang binata sa araw niya. She was used to him, the first person she saw every time she woke up. Kyx was her alarm clock. Adorable alarm clock.

Kyx was part of her day. One way or another. Sometimes she got too tired and oversleep but Kyx always calls her at exactly six in the morning, she and Kyx would video call, text, or chat with her every time. Kahit matagal na silang nag-uusap hindi sila mawawalan ng mapag-uusapan. Losing Kyx make her realize a lot of things, things that stunned her.

Kyx is not a part of her day, Kyx is her day. Losing that man is like losing almost all her daily basis. Without Kyx it's like her going to work and going home over and over again but because of Kyx, her day was different every day. Kahit paulit-ulit lang ang gagawin nila, laging may bago magaganap.

Hindi niya masasabi o mahuhulaan ang mangyayari sa isang araw pero ngayon. Halos masaulo niya ang gagawin sa buhay niya. It's like she's only living because she's alive.

Kyx is consuming her mind every second and it's driving her crazy! But she can't bring herself to go and take sight of him. Kyx must be struggling more than she is right now. She sound so stupid thinking of that but seeing Kyx cry was the reason she not showing herself up to him. Kyx was so vulnerable, in the short time they were together. She observed and knew things about Kyx. He hate tension and heavy talk.

He had a sweet tooth, so lovely and caring. Persistent and loves animals. Straight forward, curious butterfly, and shockingly innocent. Promises are like Gods for him, loves math. Buying an expensive gift is the way of saying you are important to him, loves traveling and conyo. Expensive and branded things are his thing and most importantly cute and shy.