Falling for Agent Romanoff

Chapter 60

Nat was ready for the party and was waiting for me on the bed.
I was still in the bathroom putting on the finishing touches.
I walked out of the room and Nat's jaw dropped open.
I was wearing a black suit with only a bra like blouse from under it.

Me: You like what you see?
N: Let's just forget about the party and stay her. I would much rather see this suit on the floor.
Me: Ohh yeah?
N: Mhmmmmmm (Nat said approaching me)

I grabbed her shoulders and spun her around, pinning her to the wall.
Me: What makes you think you're going to be in charge Agent Romanoff?

Nat quickly spun me around and pinned both of my wrists to the wall above my head and whispered in my ear.
N: Because I love to be in control and make you lose control. I love hearing you beg for my touch and then screaming my name in pleasure.

I got all flustered and red.
N: (smirking pulled away) You're such a bottom baby.
Me: Stop it...... I'm not a bottom.......
N: Whatever helps you sleep at night. Now, come on. Let's go down to this party. We're already late.

We went down half an hour late.
The party had already begun when we entered the room.
N: What do you wanna drink princess?
Me: I need some vodka shots if I'm going to talk to my brother.
N: Coming right up.

We went to the bar where Wanda was serving drinks and sat across from her.
N: Heyy Wands, can we get 4 shots of vodka please?
W: Sure..... Here.

I took the 3 shots and downed it quickly.
N: Ok, slow down bubs. You're going to be drunk in an hour if you continue like this.
Me: I'll be fine. Don't worry.
N: Come and dance with me. I love this song.

Nat and I danced for about 30 minutes, before deciding to go and sit with the rest of the Avengers for a while.
B: Let me just try some of it Thor.....(Bruce said)
Th: I don't think so. Last time you drank it, you got insanely drunk after 10 minutes.
Me: Drank what?
Th: Asgardian alcohol.
Me: Can I try some?
N: Are you sure babe? It's really strong. Even I couldn't handle it.
Me: I'm sure, I just want to try a little bit.
Th: Here you go lady Y/N, just take a small.......

I downed the whole flask at once.
Th:......sip.
N: Holy shit!! You're going to be really drunk!!
Me: It's not that bad. Come on, let's dance.

Nat and I danced for another 30 minutes when I got really drunk.
Me: Can we sit down for a while with everyone?
N: Of course love. Come on.....
We sat down at the table where everyone was.
Nat saw Tony at the bar and went towards him.

N: Heyy Tony
T: Heyy Nat. How is she?
N: Really drunk. She told me what happened and cried for 30 minutes. I can't believe your father did that!!
T: I know.... I swear to you if I had known I would've made him pay.
N: I know, she told me you built your first suit to save her, so I wanted to say thank you.
T: You don't have to thank me Nat, she may be your wifey but she's my sister too.
N: She asked if she can be in the room when I train Morgan tomorrow, so Morgan will know that she's with her.
T: Yeah of course. She'll love to see her aunts training her.
N: Ohh no, she said she won't train her but will be with her.
T: That's ok.

Suddenly there was a commotion and Nat heard Wanda yelling at me.
W: Y/N!! Give me back my jacket!!
Nat turned to Tony.
N: I have to go, I'll talk to you later. I have to make sure Wanda doesn't kill my wifey.

I ran towards Nat in order to hide from Wanda.
Me: Nat! Nat! Help me!!
N: What's wrong babe?
Me: Wanda is trying to kill me!!
N: Why? (She said laughing at me)
Me: I took her jacket.....
N: Why?
Me: To mess with her, but she got really mad at me.

When Nat and I were talking, Wanda came up behind me and grabbed the jacket from my hand.
Me: Heyy!! Ohh shit, it's you.....
W: Ohh shit is right!!
N: Ok, ok, calm down Wanda.
W: Me?! She took my jacket!!
N: I know, and I apologize on her behalf. Now she is very drunk and I'm going to take her to bed.
Me: That's right Wanda, my wife will always protect me...
N: That's enough Y/N!!
Nat threw me over her shoulder and carried me to our room.
N: Goodnight everyone....
Everyone: Night...

When we reached our room, Nat put me on the bed.
Me: Why did you do that?
N: Do what love?
Me: Take me out of there......
N: Wanda was going to fight you and I didn't want anything to happen to you love.
Me: She took the jacket back! (I said with a frown on my face)
N: Why are you sad love?
Me: I wanted to wear it.
N: How about I buy you one just like that tomorrow.
Me: Really?!!
N: Yes, now get changed and let's get you to bed. I wanna cuddle with you.

I grabbed my clothes and ran into the bathroom to get changed.
N: I swear she's like a child when she's drunk, or an excited puppy that wants treats.
I got out of the bathroom and ran to the bed and clung to Nat like a koala.
I fell asleep within minutes and Nat followed soon after that.

I was still asleep on Nat when I started having a nightmare.
It was not the nightmare I used to have about being back at hydra. This was when I was 8 years old and being tortured.
I woke up and noticed that Nat was still asleep. I checked the time on my phone and it was 5 am.

I slowly untangled myself from Nat and ran to the bathroom.
I started to hyperventilate, so I  splashed some cold water on my face but nothing worked.
I wanted to go downstairs but I remembered that the last time something like this happened and I didn't tell Nat, she was really hurt so I decided to tell her.
I wanted to go out of the bathroom but I couldn't. My breathing got really heavy and I started to shake.
Me: Nat!! Nat!!

Nat stirred in her sleep and wanted to pull me closer, but when her hand didn't touch me, she opened her eyes and saw an empty bed.
Me: Nat!! Nat!!
N: Y/N? Y/N!!

Nat ran into the bathroom and saw me like that.
Me: Nat, I can't...... I can't breathe.....
N: Ok, ok, focus on your breathing. 
      In through your nose.........
      And out through your mouth......
      Again.....
      In through your nose.........
      And out through your mouth......

After about 20 minutes I calmed down.
N: Come here.....
Nat pulled me into a hug and told me to match my breathing to hers.
N: Do you wanna talk about it?
Me: It was when I got kidnapped when I was 8. It felt like I was that defenseless 8 year old again. I haven't had this nightmare before.
N: It's ok love, you're safe. No one can hurt you now. You're safe.

Nat carried me back to bed koala style and I slept on her for the rest of the evening.
Nat didn't sleep again, because she was worried about me.
She only had 2 shots of vodka at 8 and didn't drink anything else so she was fine.

I got up at 10 am, still on top of Nat, with her playing with my hair.