What the f*ck just happened?!

Chap.26: Stalker much?

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Ren: A new book is on the works..again hehe
Brian: Ren..
Ren: Don't comment anything Brian..

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Y/n POV

Oh right.. I just found out F/n got murdered the other day.

I'm horribly depressed, because I was the one that found their body..just laying there, severely dismembered but I do recognize their features.

I mean I have been friends with them since s/y but after downloading the game, they have no recollection of me.

I'm in so much pain, I have memories of us together and it hurts so bad..

They been murdered by someone.
But why? Yes I know they told me to jump off a building but to murder them? That's too much, especially if I had a connection with them.

But what hurts more was calling the police, they didn't find no evidence but they found out F/n was hit with blunt force truma.

They were hit so hard in the face that if F/n survived, their face would be so disfigured. They wouldn't look the same. They're hand and hair were all cut off, they have no teeth.

It was traumatic learning all of this info, but the fact was someone broke F/n arm so hard it pulled off..

And that haunts me.

But it hurts to see how much pain F/n parents are in. They called me slurs, saying was the one for making their child experience such a gruesome death.

"YOU'RE GENDER IS WHAT IS INSIDE YOUR PANTS!"

That's...that's not true, people have a hard time telling what they are.
You can't convince someone of what they have always felt.

But that sentence hurt.

Alot...

Should I stay at home today? Or go to school.
I have to much things going on my mind.
M-

Wait...MUSIC? I need something to get off of this grief I'm feeling.

"Girl, tell me what you're doing on the other side
And tell, just tell me what you're doing with that other guy
'Cause I ain't got patience to slow down the pace
All your girlfriends are wasted
They need it, they chase it
Face it, you want it, you crave it
Believe when I say that you'll know once you taste it

Screams of someone walking back home
No one heard it, No one was around to hear it

All of your friends have been here for too long
They must be waiting for you to move on (woo)
Girl, I'm not with it, I'm way too far gone
I'm not ready, eyes heavy now (woo)
Heart on your sleeve like you've never been loved
Running in circles, now look what you've done (woo)
Give you my word as you take it and run
Wish you'd let me stay, I'm ready now

A hit to the face left them unconscious but that didn't stop whoever did it.

Just give me some time and space to realize
That you, were busy lying, sleeping 'round with other guys
And what the hell were we?
Tell me we weren't just friends
This doesn't make much sense, no
But I'm not hurt, I'm tense
'Cause I'll be fine without you, babe (woo)