All I Ever Need (BL NOVEL #1) [COMPLETED]

KABANATA 33

[WARNING! Please, read at your own risk peaches!]

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"Yahwi!"

Napahiyaw ako nang walang pagdadahan na ipinasok niya ang basang daliri niya sa butas ko roon. After I sucked his fingers and made it so wet with my spit, he pulled it out and inserted in my ass hole. Ramdam ko ang hapdi roon.

"Fuck." He cursed, gritting. "It felt like burning, it so warm as fucking always..."

My eyes rolled up when he slowly making his finger's pace more fast and sliding in and out. Masakit at mahapdi pa ang pagpasok niya pero kung iisipin ay iisang daliri pa lang iyon at mababaliw siguro ako kapag dalawa o ang buong-buong naninigas na kanya ang ipapasok sa loob ko.

"Ahh..."

My lips parted when he pulled it out and his manhood's tip is what he pointed in. I suddenly shrieked and clutched hardly on the sheet. I pushed my butt to feel him more but I just heard him cursed. Tila ba napipigtas na rin ang pasensya niya dahil sa ka-agresibuhan ko at hindi makapaghintay.

I'm just eager and anticipated of what it feels like to be inserted by his long and thick manhood. I prepared myself. I readied and I might die if he won't still insert that inside me right now!

"P-Please, please..." I begged more.

Ramdam ko ang paghigpit ng hawak niya sa tagiliran ko at gigil na humimas roon. Napaungol ako at tumuwad lalo sa harap niya. His heavy breathing made me sensualize every moment. He bent more my body and pushed my back down. I bit my lip and clutched on the pillow beneath me. Then slowly, he entered. My eyes widenee so as so my lips parted when a sudden pain struck me.

"Ah!" Hiyaw ko at napaliyad sa hapdi ng pagpasok niya.

"Fuck it, I told you!" He muttered and controlled his throbbing thing inside me.

He stopped, I cried silently. I didn't know this could give me such pain. Ni wala pa sa kalahati ang naipapasok niya ay para na akong pinipilas sa loob. It hurts so much. My tears won't stop coming out. Napapasubsob na lang ako sa unan para hindi niya marinig ang mga maliliit na tangis ko.

"I-Ituloy mo lang," My voice even cracked.

I hardly bit my lip and readied again myself for his next moves inside me but he suddenly pulled out. Napabagsak ng tuluyan ang katawan ko sa kama at tila nanghihina at kusa talagang bumagsak nang humiwalay siya. I sniffed and tried to get up and bent but I felt him at my back and hugged me tightly.

"Let's stop for now. You still aren't ready for this, baby..." Masuyong aniya habang ang mga labi ay nasa batok ko at binibigyan ako ng mararahang patak ng halik roon.

Naisubsob ko muli ang mukha sa unan at maliit na humikbi. "I'm so sorry..."

"I love you."

Hindi ko magawang sagutin siya sa tinuran dahil sa emosyong nangingibabaw sa akin. Feeling ko ay hindi ko kayang sabihin iyon, knowing what just happened. Binitin ko siya. I was audacious awhile ago, I was so eager to do this but now I'm backing out myself because I can't. It really can't. He was always right. I wasn't really ready as what he have said. Nagmamagaling lang talaga ako. Atat na mapatunayan ang sarili sa kanya dahil lang sa insekyuridad na naramdaman ko mula sa ex niyang iyon.

"P-Paano ka? Just continue it, Yahwi, you'll hurt yourself too if-"

"It's alright." Sagot niya habang marahang minamasahe pala ang puwitan ko dahil siguro ay alam niyang masakit pa rin iyon.

Nakagat ko ang labi at gumalaw paharap sa kanya. Napalayo siya ng konti pero mabilis kong ipinulupot ang braso sa leeg niya at sinalubong ang mga mata niya.