All I Ever Need (BL NOVEL #1) [COMPLETED]

KABANATA 41

[WARNING!!!! Please, read at your own risk peaches!!]

Worship

Mabuti at nadala ni Lisa ang maliit na bag ko at ilang paper bags na pinamili sa akin ni Bea. Tahimik kaming lahat sa loob ng sasakyan, nakasunod lang si Christ sa may likod namin.

I'm biting my trembling lips because of shame and I really feel sorry about what happened.

"I... I'm sorry guys..." Paumanhin ko agad at napayuko.

Yahwi is driving and madness is all over his face. His eyes and those veins in his arms are maddening. I can't even look at him longer. My eyes are bit hazy too. My head feels like spinning. I'm too sleepy.

"Hindi, okay lang, Yuki. Huwag ka ngang mag-sorry,"

"Hayaan mo na, panget din nilang ka-bonding!"

Lisa tried to lighten up the mood but it really can't. Agad rin siyang nagpaalam nang maihatif namin siya sa tinitirahan. Nakasunod pa rin si Christ sa amin at saka lang nagpaalam rin sa amin nang maihatid si Jina.

And now, we're alone. No one dares to talk between us and the silence really stretched as of the moment. Nang makitang hindi tama ang daan patungo sa apartment ko ay umangal ako. Kahit nakakaramdam ako ng kalasingan ay kabisado ko pa rin ang daan patungo roon.

"T-This is not the way to my apartment, Yahwi..." I voiced out and glanced outside. My eyes are blurry but I think it's the way to his condo tower.

"I know..."

"G-Galit ka, hindi ba? W-Why would you let me sleep in your condo?" Hindi siya umimik kaya nagsalita uli ako kahit na basag na ang boses at nag-iinit ang bawat sulok ng aking mga mata. "W-What then? You will punish me like a kid again, huh?"

"If that's what you're thinking..." He answered while his eyes are still on the road. Tanaw ko na ang matayog na tower kung saan kami papunta.

"S-Stop treating me a kid now. K-Kaya ko naman talagang inumin iyon... I... I just reacted like that cuz... I... It's my first time to taste something like that. Yes, it was hard drinks and not for young ones... "

"Convince me more..."

Napahikbi ako. "But I am an adult now so... so I can drink it too! Hindi lang kayo!"

"Fuckshit. I told you, don't cry on me. Again." He hissed and stepped on the brake. "Please, stop crying..."

"Eh, naiiyak nga ako ulit, Yahwi!" Takip ko ng mukha."I feel like I was a child who did something very bad and now... and now you were like punishing me because you're mad about it!"

"You're not a fucking child nor kid in my eyes, Yuki..."

"H-Hindi eh! Sinabi mo kanina na ang bata namin at hindi pwedeng uminom ng ganoong alak!"

Napamura siya na lang mariin nang mas lalo akong humagulgol kahot na wala namanv iyak. Hindi ko na naman mapigil kasi naiiyak talaga ako na ewan. Siguro dahil lasing lang ako?

And then here he is, abruptly pulling me closer to him and kissing me hard. Madiin at sumisipsip sa buong labi ko ang kanya na animo naman ay mapipigilan ang pag-iyak ko.

"You were full of fucking cries the whole day!" Galit na siil niya sa labi ko.

I found myself suddenly moaning with the way he's kissing me. Pero napatigil siya, hinaplos niya ang nanlalambot at nandudulas na labi ko. He stared at it and played with it. It became more slick and smooth, I'm licking his thumb. Napahingal ako nang hugutin niya iyon. Kusa pa lang natigil ang pag-iyak ko at napalitan ng nag-uumapaw na antisipasyon at pananabik sa kanya.