I Wanna Be Yours (Jean Kirstein x Fem! Reader)

Fifty-Five (55) - Subjects of Ymir

{Long Chapter Ahead - 5,518 words}

"I figured you'd want to office here."
Hange said 

Y/n roamed her eyes around, every corner and parys of her uncle's office makes hee feel emotional once again.

But Y/n vowed to never cry again.

She doesn't want to she tears anymore as she's already tired from crying for days. "I didn't remove Erwin's things. It's still the same the way he left it."

Y/n nod her head, her eyes landed on her uncle Erwin's office table, she felt her heart ached upon remembering Erwin looking so busy with his pile of paper works, but now he's not sitting on his chair and his table is clean out.

"Thank you, Hanji-san." Y/n said.

Hange smiled a bit and nod. They placed a hand on Y/n's right shoulder and lightly squeezed it. "No worries. Well, then. Congratulations on your promotion, Y/n. You're now the new section commander and leader of the fourth division squad." Hange said.

Y/n sighed and nod as she stare down.

"Thank you, Hanji-san..."

Hange smiled ans ruffled Y/n's hair.

The brunette then left to go back to her office, Y/n was left alone in her uncle's office that's now her office.

She walked towards the table, then sat on the chair in front of it. Y/n stared at nowhere, looking back at her memories with her uncle Erwin.

She remembered how she used to discuss strategies with her uncle, how she always plays chess in his office while they talk about missions and how she spends most of her time, reading her uncle's books in his office.

She misses those days already.

Y/n shook her head, she sighed heavily then stood up, Y/n felt her eyes became glossy, but she didn't let herself to tear up. Enough mourning now, Y/n...you gotta move on and do whatever needs to be done. Carry on...

Y/n walked towards boxes of her things, she took out her stuffs, her books, she olaced it on the empty shelves, her writing materials, and etc. She has her own room, now. It's just next door of her office, Y/n made her way to her room, it used to be Erwin's room, too, but now it's hers.

Y/n started organizing his stuffs

She also did some deep cleaning on her room and office, because she does not want their captain to scold her for dirying Erwin's old personal space.

Y/n opened the window, to let the sunlight and fresh air come in.

She let out a sigh as she sat on the floor, and wiped her face with sweats.

Y/n looked at her bedside table, where she placed her small family portrait. Her eyes stayed staring at her family's portrait. She just stared at Fredrick and Erwin, then sadly smile to herself.

Who would've thought that would be our first and last outing together?

Y/n looked away, she stared outside, keeping her vision on the afternoon sky. The sun's about to set soon, she spend the whole day cleaning her personal space and organizing her stuffs. What a beautiful day it is...wish I could spend it with the people I love.

A knock on the door interrupted Y/n.

"Who is it?" Y/n asked.

"It's me."

Y/n stood up upon hearing Jean's voice. She walked towards the door and opened it, her brows shot-up upon seeing Jean carrying a large square frame covered with a brown paper. "It was delivered just a while ago. They said it's for you." Jean said.