I feel like writing this and I don't know why I'm like this. I feel like I have seen some changes in me. And I am broken and hurt.
Am I just afraid of losing jungkook or about my career. It will be a lie if I say, I'm worrying about my career.
I don't even think about ,how my life will be without jungkook, nor doesn't I care about it. But for the last few weeks, I'm afraid of my life. And I am so scared to death.
I don't know whom to share this because people will laugh at me for worrying about losing my jungkook. As for them it is just a story, but for me.. He is my life.
People used to laugh when I said, I want to get married. But they didn't know that I'm alone and I want a companion.
Yes, I have my father. But he is not there with me all the time right. I just want a person to love me, hear all my chitchat, understand me, accept me who I'm and cares me alot.
Everyone says, jimin is soft guy and a carrying person. But when I'm alone, there is no one for me to share my pain.
Even I'm surrounded with many friends, I still feel my loneliness.
I used to distance myself from people at some point of time.
All I'm just hoping to be with jungkook. Please don't ask me why I'm so obsessed with him because I too don't know why! ..
Jungkook is something, that I can't tell you why I love him. Only few people can give us a vibe of love. And i got the vibe from him.
People call him cold hearted but no one has ever tired to look into that heart. He is something that only I know about him.
I'm just living with a lot of imagination about him. And I already decided what will I name my kids. Funny right? Its ok.
And after lot of thoughts, I have decided to propose him after my final exams. If he reject me, I will leave him.
Together or not, jungkook always has a special place in my heart ❤
But I wish he will choose me.
Please God, help jungkook to love me back with all his heart.
Tomorrow I'm going out for a trip, and I wish I can vanish all my loneliness there and create more new memories.
Hoping for the best.
Miss you and I love you jungkook..Only you...
By,
Jimin
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WHEN LOVE LASTS| JIKOOK ✅
Fanfiction"Jung--------" "Jimin... Please.. I never Loved you! like never ever! leave me alone, please! " Jungkook pleaded at Jimin. "Take care Jungkook" Jimin smiled weakly and left the place with heartbroken. The Story starts were Jimin and Jungkook both...
