There's this person let's call them S (they aren't my crush) my crush used to like them and probably still does... I get jealous of them I want to be them sometimes because then maybe my crush would like me more... they like them so much and it hurts so much... sometimes I wish I never existed because then my crush would never have to choose then they could be happy with S... how could I be so stupid to think someone like them like a nobody like me... stupid, stupid, STUPID! God I want to disappear! I want to cry. How could I be so stupid... sometimes I think I'd be better off dead!
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
