My depression is so much worse. My stomach problems are coming back. Today during lunch something happened and i cried. I'm such a crybaby, i need to grow up. I've stopped talking, if i stop talking then i can't say things i'll regret. I almost had an anxiety attack. I'm shaking. I want to go home. I'm so tired. I'm so angry with myself. The worst part is one of the people i know could tell i was crying. The days that are bad are the ones that i feel my heartbeat in my head. I was showering, and i got super angry with myself and so i punched my leg 3 times. My fist doesn't hurt my leg does. That doesn't matter. The days that are hard are the ones where i have to force myself to get up. I get bullied as a "joke" everyday. Sometimes it really hurts, i'm already insecure, they just make it worse. When i shower i turn the hot all the way up, sometimes i feel like my skin is melting.
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️