I got butterflies from S/F again. I can't like someone that doesn't like me back again. It hurts too much. Even after we broke up I still liked them, for the longest time. Deep down I feel like I still do, they call me "habibi, qalbi" I thinks it's a joke though. They mean a lot to me, their an amazing friend. I don't want to lose them because I like them. I'm nervous because if I like them again than it's going to be like it used to. I'm going to like them, and their going to not like me, and my feelings are going to make them uncomfortable and I can't handle that. They mean so much to me. I can't lose them again...
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
