I don't think I've ever cried so much over one person. Since I saw that yesterday I've cried five times. Just this morning since I've woke up I've cried twice. I knew I was gonna get hurt. I don't want to go to school. I just wanna stay in my room all day. I go so angry about it that when I saw it I stabbed myself in the leg with a pencil. I can't keep doing this shit to myself. I don't want to fall in love with anyone if this is what it's like. I can't take that shit. I've fucking liked this person for two years. TWO YEARS! I don't ever want to experience love. Especially if it hurts this much.
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
