I wish he could hold me and tell me he loves me. I wish he would tell me I'm beautiful and that I'm the one for him. I wish I was his. I wish he would brag to everyone for me to be his. I wish he would not be embarrassed if we ever got together. The two people he likes are lucky. I want him to love me the way I love him. I want him to love my hair like I love his. I want him to love my eyes like I love his. I want him to love my skin and how you can almost see through it when I get really cold. I want him to love my style like I love his. I want him to love every aspect of me like I love every aspect of him. I want him to want me like I want him. I want him. I want him so much! He's all I want! I want his love. Those people that he likes are so lucky! He's friends with some people I don't like so it probably wouldn't work out. Sadly. I have liked him since last year. But he's liked someone else that whole time. Yes admittedly I'm jealous of them. I would gladly switch places with them just to be with him. I know it's selfish but I want him. HES ALL I FUCKING WANT!
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️