Lately I've been feeling really bad. I feel bad for having feelings. I feel bad for have opinions. I feel bad for feeling bad. I feel bad about everything. I'm pretty sure everyone knows the reason but that doesn't matter. I try to be happy so no one worries but it only works so much. I'm such a cry baby. I cry about everything. I've cried so many times today. I hate my fucking life. I hate everything about it. I wish I was one of those pretty girls on social media. I could get anyone I want. I wouldn't be judged or told to kill my self once a week. Maybe I could be happy. I would do anything to be happy and to be pretty, and to be loved by my family, and to have the love of my life. Maybe in another life. I would do anything...
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
