I don't think they like me. They seem embarrassed of me. I'm afraid that they are going to get with the other person they like and I won't exist to them anymore. I like them a lot and I don't want to get hurt again. I like them so so so so so much. The mean so much to me. They seemed like they didn't want to be around me. I'm probably too clingy, I need to much attention. I'm so annoying! Can't i just be what they want? Can't I just be prettier, less annoying, skinnier, perfect? Anyway, THESE STUPID FUCKING IDIOTS IN MY SCIENCE MAKE ME WANT TO COMMIT CRIMES! I screamed at them. I'm so annoyed, with my self and everyone. I want to go home to my forever dream. I wish my attempt was successful. Then I wouldn't burden anyone anymore.
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
