I went in to eat and came out and saw them talking. I almost fucking cried. I'm still trying not to. Everything was fine until then. Now i'm hurt and angry. I don't every want to fall in love again. I always get hurt. I promise i will never fall in love again and i'll make sure it doesn't happen. I HATE myself for letting this happen again. I just had to go eat. I could've just ate after school. I'm so angry and sad. I want to slam my head against a brick wall. I hate falling in love because i always get hurt. Now i'm out of the picture. He has them, what use am i? I should just give up! I want to cry so much but i'm in the middle of advisory. Everyone in here would make fun of me. I'm so stupid. How could i ever think that i was enough?
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
