I just want to know why can't I be in a relationship for more than 2 months. My friend james has been in one for 8 months. I'm honestly jealous because he has someone to love and someone to love him. I want to be happy, i honestly have no idea who I am, I don't know my favorite color, my favorite food, my favorite show, I've let people dictate who I am. I honestly don't mind that. I just want someone that loves me dictate who I am. I just want love. When someone loves me or has a crush on me it makes me feel good enough, it makes me feel useful, it makes me feel wanted. I just want love. I just want to make someone happy, I want to make someone not feel like shit. That's how I always make people feel. Honestly I just want to be wanted. I'm so desperate I would sell my soul for love.
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
