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This is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️

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by l0vesickkl0ver

by l0vesickkl0ver

                                    
                                              I think I'm pushing him away because of what happened. I heard this sound on tiktok. It was " I love you, you may as well take my heart Katherine, it's already full of you." It made me think of him. I think of him so much and it hurts me so much. I saw this tiktok, it was telling me to let go, and to move on, because all this is causing me is pain. It's true all it is causing me is pain. Every message, every thought, everything. I'm scared of the future. I'm scared of how I might ruin it. I'm scared of the terrible decisions I'm going to make. I'm terrified of what mistakes I might make in 2023. Im scared of how I might ruin my life even more.