I have this fear that I'm going to die alone. When I say alone I mean alone. No friends, no partner, no family. I've gone months without friends. I wake up everyday without a good morning. I go to bed every night without a goodnight. I go without an "I love you" everyday. The bags under my eyes have gotten darker. My blue eyes have gone black. When I look in the mirror I see a lifeless being. They have no desire to live anymore. They want all this pain and suffering to end. I see a thing that wants to escape this hell they live in.
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What is this feeling?
RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
