Every time you say you miss my smile you cut deeper
I invited you into my life I thought you were a keeper
Every time you say you want and need me back into your life
You leave me feeling strife
I don't know what to do anymore It's like you're holding a knife
Everything you say and do causes me pain
Yet there's nothing to gain
Every message begging and pleading
At this point I might as well be bleeding
Your words are like a knife
I found out things you said now I want you out of my life
For good
Have you misunderstood
Every message, comment, text
It feels like I have been put under a hex
I miss you but I don't miss the pain
At this point I rather be slain
It's better than all the suffering
All this pain is smothering
I'm embarrassed of how I believed you
And now I'm left feeling blue
only if you knew
This came straight from my heart.
YOU ARE READING
What is this feeling?
RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
