I'm so in love with someone who loves someone else. I don't think deserving of him anyway. Besides he doesn't love me. Let alone like me in that way. I'm not just in love with him. I'm in love with every aspect of him. I love his braces. I love his bakugo hoodie. I love the color of his skin. I love the color of his eyes. I love his glasses. I love how he has to wear different glasses in tech. I love the stupid little dances he does. I love the way his fingers look. I love how is skin feels. I love everything about him. The other day he did something that really hurt my feelings. It sometimes so little that shouldn't hurt my feelings. He was hanging out with me and he left and told me he would be right back. He didn't come back. It hurt my feelings. I know it's immature. But it hurt my feelings. For some stupid fucking reason. I love him so much, but he loves someone else. It breaks my heart. It hurts me, but it doesn't matter. Sometimes I wish I could be his crush, i know it's selfish of me. But I want to be the person he loves. I want to be the person he wakes up and wants to see. I want to be his everything.
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
