I hate my eyes. I hate my braces. I hate my hands. I hate how I look. I hate how I feel. I hate everything that he liked about me. He told me that he bets "I'm going to look pretty with my braces." Now I hate them. I hate my hands and how he held them. I hate how I look because he called me pretty. I hate how I had feelings. There's this song and one of the lines describes how I felt at first. "Teachers pet if I'm so special why am I secret?" - teachers pet by Melanie Martinez. I'm crying while writing this.
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
