TW THIS TALKS ABOUT SUICIDE!!! THIS IS ALSO A VENT!!! SKIP IF YOU CANT TAKE THIS, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!!
Life is not worth living. How much longer can a person stand being shit talked, or being outed, or being told to kill themselves? How long. I'm super fucking pissed off at someone and I don't know how to tell them without hurting their feelings. I bawled my eyes out in the library Thursday. I feel like I'm losing feelings for someone. All I've felt is resentment towards them all week. I can't help it. They make me feel like I'm not good enough. Everything I do for them is not good enough. They make me feel like a fuck up. No matter how hard I try it's not good enough. Yet when someone else does it, it's perfect. They say they like me but they don't. I've given my heart to them time and time again. They always break it. I sit there and listen to them and every fucking little thing they say. YET ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I make them things. YET ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I make them notes almost daily. YET ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH. Nothing I mean NOTHING is good enough for them. They don't give a damn about me. All their friends hate me. They probably like me out of pity. All I am now days is a fucking pity fund. My life is a fucking joke. Some jokes get old, and I think mines overused.
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
