Lately I've been feeling lonely. People could be around but I feel hollow. No one really likes me. Someone hung out with me, and his friends got pissed about it. I felt bad. I still do. I've been really sad lately. Everything has been terrible. I want to bawl my eyes. I feel like a nobody. Im in a body but I don't know the person. And they know no one. I'm finally getting my wish, I don't exist anymore. It's more painful than i thought it would be. I accept that I'm a nobody. I don't have to keep meaningless friendships going. I'm invisible now anything I do hurts no one. I can finally live my forever dream. I don't have to suffer anymore.
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️