I honestly appreciate him. He makes me feel loved, and safe, and worth while. But he likes someone else. It makes me sad. I want to be his everything thing. What I want for Christmas is his love. I want him to love me. I want to hold his hand. I want to hug and kiss him. He's my world. Why can't I be his. He's going through something right now with someone, and I feel so bad for him. He's worth the universe. Yet he doesn't get treated like it. I would give my soul for him. He's my everything. He's all I want. I've wanted him for so long. For so fucking long. I've wanted him since he was with his first partner. They treated him so bad. He gets nothing but shit. I feel so bad. I just want him to be happy.
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RandomThis is a story of me trying to identify my feelings and just my life with my roller coaster Of feelings such as body Dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, stomach issues and an Undiagnosed eating disorder. ⚠️THIS CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE⚠️
